memories

2010-08-04T01:40:00.000-07:00

IH. O.O
LA. :/
Chinese ~
Physics T.T
Maths ><
Bio ...
Chemistry D:

No more MSG 1.5, 1.6, 1.9. Screwed everything. First time in my whole life going for tests totally not prepared, with notes left unread. Left questions blank, careless mistakes, not enough time to do, crap. I miss last year EOYs when I was so stressed that I can't even sleep well. I need more stress for blocks. Serious.

Took bus to everywhere again. Around 2 hours on different buses to places I don't even know to reflect. Realised some things are meant to be given up.

I need to take bus and spend money when I'm upset. Bought a big pineapple, 2 notebooks, 1 pencil case, 1 calender, 1 keychain, 2 KFC breakfast and 1 Casio clock home. No more money left in my wallet.

My most unprepared tests. No more chance.

Changing blog URL to something else and going to tell no one. 看缘份啦.

2010-08-01T03:24:00.000-07:00

KFC breakfast with Glenna yesterday at around 8am. Hahas, worried about Glenna being hungry once she stepped out of KFC again ^^

Mug with her in the library. There's one point of time when we totally wanted to burst out laughing and I had to run into the toilet or else I will suffocate to death looking at Glenna XD. 一个看似不好笑的东西，却能让我们笑上一整天。This kind of friendship is awesome.

MH is getting busier cos of his commitments. Aww... Jiayou (:

Pui Pui said I'm looking sadder. Hahas, I'm fine I'm fine (:

Slept at 5am these 2 nights. First night was partly because my back was quite sore after the shitty therapy. 2nd night was to finish my Physics. Teo Wenzong is trying very hard to relate me to a pig. Hahas! Teo has got good listening ears! We treat each other like dustbins for unhappiness, other than the fact that I'm a more expensive dustbin! (:

Chang Papa and Chang Mama and Chang Wing Yan and Glenna! HAHAHAS (: Totally can imagine how my parents will love her la!

Never webcam with Ying Xuan these 2 nights! Aww! I bet she miss my "cute yet ridiculously childish pyjamas"! And feed me through webcam again! I'm hungry hahas (:

受不了传统的约束
闲啊！

2010-07-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLENDA!
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH AN AWESOME SENIOR!
ALWAYS THERE FOR ME WHEN I'M FEELING DOWN (:
GLENDAAAAAA HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:
HOPE YOU WILL BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY FOREVER! (:

Today was a pretty fine day I guess. Break was full of fun with Yi Wen's crap about someone. Yi Wen was thinking of having a chalet with Glenna, me and of course Hong Woon on her birthday. Lol, um, Glenna and I will zi dong one ok! Hahas! ACCIDENTALLY saw Yi Wen's SMSes and she started showing off. Hahas, typical Yi Wen!

Called Kar Lai squid and she said she's gonna spray me with ink D: I COOK YOU WITH CURRY! Hahas, Curry Squad Kai Lai (:

Yee Khoon: A rooster will lay eggs on the left side or right side of the rooftop?
Wing Yan: Hmm, I anyhow choose choose ah...Left la.
Ying Xuan, Yee Khoon: SINCE WHEN WILL ROOSTER LAY EGGS!
Oh my god, wanted to dig a hole for me to hide inside O.O

Went hospital for therapy after school with MH. He skipped golf lessons to go with me (: Today's one was more like to gauge how serious my condition is. Lol, it was ok at the first few stages. Then at some parts, it became quite painful. After the whole therapy, my whole back was quite sore. Hungry but no appetite D: MH bought me soya bean milk (: Without grass jelly this time. Ate like a bread for the whole day. Mummy gave me tiger biscuits but I can't be bothered to untie the rubber band lol. Doctor said the bones are more or less fixed already, but it's beginning to be slanted D: Get well soon back! You're important for dance...

Awesome outing with Awesomers with Awesome's gloves at Awesome ice skating ring. I miss Awesome! Horny Neilson! Pervert Goh! Super pro Li Ting! Sian-er Winnie! Tiger Cassandra! Shortie Nayli! Cutest Peggy! Skinniest Yi Lin! ME! And awesome ah gong ah ma officers (: Can't wait for 8 Aug (: An auspicious date for outing! Lol~ Thanks Neilsy for organising!

原本想跟你说我很怕
但你根本就没有想听的意思
最后还是不说了

传统是让人在保留的同时
有所突破
不要死死跟着传统
传统是由人控制
不是控制着人

如果生命有限，
非常有限
你还会这样对我吗？

2010-07-29T03:41:00.001-07:00

The last thing I want is people's disappointment in me.
Give me some time.
I can prove that I'm not disappointing.
Please, please, I beg of you,
don't be disappointed in me.

2010-07-28T22:41:00.001-07:00

Maam Hui Yee and Staff Ying Hui tried consoling me yesterday, when I told them nothing. HOT's connection (: Glenda and Mun Ning was like trying to ask me everything about what I had experience on my birthday. Lol. Seniors jiu shi seniors (:

Maths quizzes not good. Ahh, I'm left with Math and Physics! BE SMARTER PLEASE BE SMARTER PLEASE. Critical thinking! Skills! Formulae!

Today woke up at 7am. I think I cried too much last night so I can't wake up. Today got tests! Cannot late. Rushed down in 1 min and flagged no taxi D: Super worried and called Papa to fetch me. Papa usually drive quite fast, today he went like -------------------------------------> Scared like shit.

IH block test. Um, should be fine. LA block test. Hmm, should be ok la. Chinese block test, no need to study. MATHS! MATHS MATHS! I need 1000 hours a day la D:

2010-07-28T04:07:00.000-07:00

I'm going mad now. Seriously mad.
Crying while typing this.
Thanks.

Birthday.
Why didn't you buy me wallet or water bottle when I need them more badly...
Why didn't you buy me a wallet instead of giving me the money...
I missed my restaurant food because I know you don't like eating Jap/French food...
But you actually bought food from a stall I disliked most.
I want to go and buy wallet myself,
you told me to use this wallet until it's in a worse condition....
Thanks.

Why did you forget and didn't even bother to send me a sms?
Why are you like the last to wish me?
Everytime it's me doing all these work,
when can it be your turn...
Shouldn't even have hoped that you will remember my birthday. Hilarious.
Neglected.
Thanks.

207'09 came to wish me and even bought me a cake.
Surprise, I like surprise.
Most of them came with the best wishes.
It wasn't only happy, but touched.
Touched because people who lost contacts remembered.
People whom I see everyday...Forget?
Really thanks a lot to all those who came to wish me today.

Went all the way to Bishan,
waited for like an hour,
just to pass your friend your birthday present.
What the shit, I never know I'm so silly.

My birthday wish this year is to let everyone around me happy.
JOKE. I should have wished for my own happiness.
这么好做什么？
最后还不是自己最伤心？

2010-07-27T09:45:00.001-07:00

12.45am now (: MY DAY MY DAY!
Serene was like super on the dot! Hahas (: Glenda also not bad ah! And HOTTTTT! (:

Chicken leh, I thought my hint was like damn obvious already. In the end, my mummy gave me City Chain watch and Mango clothes. I will buy a watch every year during my birthday from City Chain, but I need a wallet more ma D: Papa gave me $300 ang bao! Then I was like asking about my wallet. He gave me $200 more. I wanted you to buy for me...

Asked Papa to listen to my favourite song and he listened like 1min and said not nice and walked away. I get super pissed when I want to share something and no one wants to cooperate D:

People whom I think see for like less than 3 times in my life, SMSed me, MSNed me, Facebooked me to wish me happy birthday. The closer friends, whom I'm very sure weren't asleep by 12am, forgot I think... I no need to have presents because I have like practically everything already. I no need to have lots of cakes because I have enough fats already. I only wanted to hear wishes from some people ~

反正很快就要离开了，不要太在乎...

2010-07-27T05:19:00.000-07:00

Slept at 3am yesterday. Throughout my journey to school today, I was sleeping like a pig D:

Ponned BSP mock test to come home because there's like no one at home when Singtel is coming to install things >< Mummy came home and bring me to see doctor. Ahh, low blood pressure again :/

My favourite song! 超人不会飞!
我没说过我那么好，是你自己一直这么认为的...
我也是人，我会犯错。
为什么别人可以犯错，我不可以...

Yuhan actually remembered my birthday and is buying me a cake, Ohh muarrr garrd. Have not been in the same class for quite long already, I really appreciate it when she said she remembered my birthday (:

You forgot, didn't you?

2010-07-26T07:48:00.001-07:00

Today was supposed to be a fine day, but somehow I was pissed halway through and I was emoing till after school.

Shall help Amanda in the proposal for food and funfair (: Jiayou 305!

Thanks for everything, really everything!
Today would have been worse without you.
You know my Facebook password now XD
You told me about what happened during your course ^^
You bought me on Facebook -.-
You told me all challenges you had to get me prepared O.O
You said I can do it (:
You said everything you could just to make me feel better B-)
You took countless pictures of me :>
You joked with me to make me feel less stressful =)
You allowed me to confide in you ^o^
I won't want to lose or spoil my phone forever, because the SMSes are nothing but the best.
We promise (: And our numbers! The one that I told you. It may meant something else to others, but to us, it means always ready (:

Awesome outing on 8 August. How many groups can still be so bonded after years...We are the exception.

Birthday on 28 July. Hinted that I need a wallet to Papa and Mummy but I think they don't quite get it D: I think MH learnt a dance long ago and going to dance on my birthday (: Hahas, that was meant to be a joke and you seriously take it for real! Anyway, BFF (:

2010-07-25T07:47:00.000-07:00

grace; keep the fighting spirit burning. says:
omg your intelligence level 真不是一般的低

Wing Yan--No less than perfect. says:
THANKS AH!!!!

grace; keep the fighting spirit burning. says:
haha jkjk only ah! dun take it to heart kayy ^^

Wing Yan--No less than perfect. says:
AIYO CANNOT LIAO. I TAKE IT TO HEART LIAO D:

grace; keep the fighting spirit burning. says:
oh, so? like i care *shows a heck care face*

Wing Yan--No less than perfect. says:
DON'T SHOW ME THAT DIAO FACE! SHOW ME AN INTERESTED FACE BABY!

grace; keep the fighting spirit burning. says:
OKAY! SURE MANZ! YO, YO, YO, CHECK IT OUT BABY!
hahaha i think im drunk

Wing Yan--No less than perfect. says:
OH MANZ! YOZ YOZ! I'M THE INZ INZ! YOU'RE THE OUTZ OUTZ! HEZ HEZ! ROCKZ MYZ WORLDZ MANZ!

grace; keep the fighting spirit burning. says:
OHH MUAHH GARDD! hahaha

Wing Yan--No less than perfect. says:
hahas (: eh eh, i like our squad dynamites leh!
it's like a lot also what i'm feeling (:

grace; keep the fighting spirit burning. says:
=.= it's DYNAMICS my hot.

Wing Yan--No less than perfect. says:
THIS SPELLING AH! HAHAHAHAS! aiya, actually i know one la. you think i pork meh! testing you only

grace; keep the fighting spirit burning. says:
you sureeeeeee~?
i didnt think you pork, i thought you fish and chips.

Wing Yan--No less than perfect. says:
my spelling best in singapore, jb and batam leh! don't play play ok! insult my spelling later everyone take boat from batam go cck beat you up ah!
hahahahas! imagine you are a box! they beat you so they are going to...BEAT BOX!

grace; keep the fighting spirit burning. says:
so we're gonna fight fight fight and just when i PUNCH them, i'll make sure i make their HIP HOP up! and get hip and thigh injuries!

Wing Yan--No less than perfect. says:
HAHAHAHHAHAS THEIR HIPS CAN HOP! OMG, MY STOMACH PAIN. OHH MUARRR GARD, EEW STAP IT CAN! hahahs, i sound like ang moh hor!

grace; keep the fighting spirit burning. says:
=.=
you dun sound like ang moh, sound more like ang mo kio -.-

Wing Yan--No less than perfect. says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAS! EEEW BATTER NAT TYPE AINYMOLE, MY STOMACH WANNA BEERST.

GLT and I high today. hahas! Oh I was smsing MH last night at like 2am and I told him I want to drink coffee. He seriously came and by the time he came, I was already asleep. Got scolded by Papa today. FANG MING HAO AH! YOU SERIOUSLY...NO COMMENTS LEH!

2010-07-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

Ying Xuan and I video conference now.

Wing Yan: I'm wearing new pyjamas!! ^^
Ying Xuan: What cartoon is it again? -.-
Wing Yan: Bear Bear!
Ying Xuan: You're a kid -.-
Wing Yan: HAHAHAHHAS! THEN MY PAPA IS A GOAT!
Ying Xuan: What's wrong with you today!?

Hey, I love my new pyjamas! Pink colour with lots of bears! I have blue hello kitty one! And blue doraemon one! HEHEH! I want Domo Kun one but cannot find D:

2010-07-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

Too many pictures to upload.
Too many words to say.
Pictures will upload some other time, sorry D:

Yesterday was POC.
Waited and waited. AMK FTW! :/
I am the welfare head, footdrill head, sec one'11 level ic and HOT!
Hahas, welfare head = footdrill head. HILARIOUS!
Gah, should have seen Woon Fang's stares when I went to take over the welfare head post D:
Li Lin and I have kind of think of what to do to make everyone as bondy and honey (:
Footdrill head! OLE OLE OLE OLE!
Everyone's footdrill shall be good! ^^
Sec one's 11 level ic. I think it's super challenging to keep sec 1s in SJ, but I CAN DO IT! ^^
HOT is Head Of Training (:
Ging Gang Goooooooooli. OMG, I LOVE THIS POST LIKE MAD NOW! AHHH~ Staff Ying Hui gave me a handphone strap with "HOT" on it ^^ Mock comps! Now is still Sheng Yang. Hope Arturo can be the next one (:

Grace's Corp Leader. I knew everything like long ago and it was further confirmed when Sir gave her the ranks first. Hahas (: And PT head! HOHO! WE'RE GONNA LOSE SOME FATS FIRST! And TOC head! Lol~ Grace always piggyback me in Sec 1!

Woon Fang's Dept Corp (: Woah, treasurer too! Hahas, suits you la Fang. C for Calculative, girl! Discipline head wor! O.O And First Aid head! Kar Lai's Admin head and Home Nursing head.

Performance~ Gah, yr 1s' performance was so cute and funny but the water pipe on the ceiling like um, not fixed properly, so water keep flowing down my eyes. Our last minute performance was super awesome I think! except for the part when the water pipe burst and my eyes were flooded D: Tsk time to ask Bradford to ask her mum to repair >< Sorry to make you all cry D: Grace was like holding my hands like a mother, HAHAHAS!

Grace's like quite devastated yesterday cos of various reasons! CHEER UP MANZ YOZ YOZ! You're a big big girl now!

Went to Senior Staff Jun Wei's house. Ate pizza and talked about dynamites...dianamic...diamonds...ah, not termites jiu shi le. Then had posts-talk-talk too (: Level heads first. Asked Senior Staff lots of questions on what to do. Seriously it's not easy being Sec 1's level ICs, but I love challenges ^^ Then went on to footdrill and HOT stuff. Staff Ying Hui and I analysed everyone's drills and it's quite good to hear the analysis from a more experienced person (: HOT's topics a lot of things to talk about. And Monday and Thursday still have more meetings with Staff Ying Hui (: More to learn, hehe!

Quit my dance because the teachers thought I could go somewhere better. Seriously my dance background longer than my Hip Hop teacher, but actually I don't mind la... Now focus on Taekwondo and Salsa first (: AH NO NOW FOCUS ON BLOCK TESTS!!!! Coffee without sugar (: OH AND AND MH HAS THE BEAR SHIT COFFEE! hahas, ps, no courage to drink -.- He brought coffee without sugar for me just now, thanks (:

2010-07-21T22:39:00.000-07:00

In com lab now. Hahas, I know Grace's lesson with Paul Tan is right before mine ^^

Chem Quiz. Gah this week all my quizzes super lousy. One more week to buck up ! Go go Wing Yan! A1 A1 A1! I remembered last year during EOYs I was so stressed that I really wanted to explode, even during sleeping I could dream of what I studied. This year I don't seem to have THAT much stress D: But still quite stressed la.

Chermaine sitting beside me now! Hello Chermaine! DANCING QUEEN~

Papa bought Samsung Galaxy but didn't really know how to use it, so he bought Samsung wave.
2 Samsung Galaxy, 1 Samsung Wave, 1 Samsung F480i, 1 Samsung S3370, 1 Samsung Monte. Bought 5 phones (exclude Samsung F480i) in this month. Argh~ Should buy my wallet D: I seriously need one D:

Pearl is giving her speech now. Awesome! Hahas, she mentioned Hwa Chong people say Nanyang girls are nerds with no life! HAHAHA! Go Pearl!

Tomorrow D: D: D: D: All sec 3s seemed excited about their elections or something. For us... 除了不舍得，还是不舍得。

2010-07-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

YOG flag presentation ceremony with Faye and Jay Mi.
One Hwa Chong guy represents all athletes to hold Singapore flag (:
The buffet was one of the best I've ever eaten ^^
Camera stationed BESIDE me. Turned around and took lots of my pictures D:
No red shirts to wear for St John because Choir took 3 for 3 people -.-

Sigh...thought you will come.
Super high at first, but when you told me you are stuck in training, I don't know why somehow I feel a bit disappointed.
You told me Sports School moving to somewhere near Nanyang.
I don't know why I'm starting to smile again.

Helped Glenna to carry all 6 drums to drums room after school.
Very heavy and sweating, but for Glenna, it's okay! ^^
Her juniors saw us carrying but continued with their art.
Our juniors saw Woon Fang and I carrying and wanted to help us.
Quite happy (: But I seriously got the urge to scold her juniors.
Woon Fang was saying "LCPL cannot scold everyone in the world wor".
Aiya, I see Glenna doing everything alone as a senior, a bit upset.
And I'm the type who will speak once I see something wrong, no matter who the person is.
Never mind, jiayou Glenna! Ask us to help you carry again!! You rock as BELLLLL! Ding Dong!
Our whole squad went to Grace's classroom after school.
Woon Fang called me Katie the perfectionist.
I called her director! Hahas.
Try to achieve perfect if possible of course!

Woon Fang seriously motivates me to study.
You did AMC already?
WF: yes!
You did pracs already?
WF: yes!
You did block tests practice already?
WF: yes!
THANKS FOR THE STRESS! AWESOME~~~

Mummy's birthday today (: Papa gave her ang bao. Hahas, he mummy damn idiot la.
Papa: 三千够吗？
Mummy: 我洗衣、煮饭、打扫家里，三千哪里够？
Papa: 哇，我请个女佣更好！
Happy birthday Mummy~ You rock my socks! ^^

不是不想完美
而是已经不知道要怎么做了
对不起

2010-07-17T02:37:00.000-07:00

Chang Wing Yan
Glendaaaa get well soon D: I will pass you your letter on Monday! Yey! Hehe, don't be jealous that I forgot to give you la. Cos I keep thinking is you owe me, not I owe you. Hilarious, sorry sorry D:

Glenda Tan
eh haha LOL i thought you really biased dao bu xing lor reply mun so fast take forever to reply me! some more you owed me but i wrote you one more before you went china leh haha -.- if you really feel mun > me just say la i can take it:D LOL HAHA

This is totally hilarious! Mun Ning gave me a letter before break and I chionged out during break to reply her. Hahas! Then Glenda jealous! Sorry manz! Reply already reply already! And mun=glenda ok! NOT MUN > GLENDA! hahas (: Oh and Yijia was super nice during Chinese Drama performance. We talked so much for like first 15 mins then I realised her name is Yijia. Diu lian D:

Today woke up at 10am, super early D: wanted to sleep but cannot sleep. Suddenly missed my Sat brunch with MH D: Han Ying and Jessica called me and said they are somewhere near my house and asked me to eat with them. Yey! MH's instructions for sure! Since when are you all so nice! Jessica ordered 2 breakfast deluxe then I was thinking how to split among 3 ppl -.- In the end, I ate one, they shared one. Super disgusting. Went to change seats lol. After that, they went to buy TIGERRR with me. They bought lots of snacks and stuff also, having party in cinema later -.- Han Ying used MH's card to pay for the stuff. Hahas, my TIGERRR! They went to watch movie, I went for meeting.

Studying bio till now. Woon Fang and I want to drop Physics in JC! Gah D:

Any idiot will know that it's fake.

Any idiot will know that it will stop once you reveal it.

Any idiot will know that it's wrong to believe it.

But I choose to believe

Because it's my responsibilty.

I'm not a 3 year old kid.

I can differentiate between lies and truths.

But I choose to believe each and everyone.

Because you all are my responsibilities.

只是朋友，却会因为你的离开而感到不自在。

好像太依赖你了。

起床后就想发简讯给你

但后来发现你都到国外了

好朋友，快快回来。

2010-07-16T06:42:00.000-07:00

I love sand art. It's really one of my favourite art. Went home quite fast today after CCA to catch Seven Fan's sand art on Channel U. MH likes this a lot (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8Z7HcKnk9c&feature=related
I like this one most, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_hiBWyfO5M, the one shown today:)
A lot of things will be running in my mind when I see sand art.
The process. From what you think is shit, to what a beauty it turns out to be.
The removal of all the sand to create another piece of art. If you don't let go, you can't hold on to other things.
The results. From simple materials to a great piece of art.
Awesome sand art. I want to learn!! ^^

Anyway, today is a happy day! Went to school, first thing is to go LOOK at Grace's ethnic costume. Hahas, Grace Lee Ting! *Wink wink* I told Fang she's gonna look pretty in purple sari. Think she's using that for Graces, lol. Our whole squad wears sari ah! Hilarious!

MH flying to London tonight to go Royal School of Music or something to have piano exams and coming back on Sunday! Sai, so pro D:

Our Bio teacher is our Sir! OMG, he's an officer in Zone 4 for 11 years! Awesome~ He's a nice Bio teacher too! I like the way he said "Hey, I don't like sitting in air conditioned room marking homework! Let me mark your first aid tests in basement while I look at you all do footdrill!". I like this kind of Teacher Officer! So responsible and understanding and takes the initiative to know us better. TAI WOON FANG, HE SAID MY PENCIL CASE CUTE LEH! 把钱花光，为国争光！15 RMB only! St John's gonna rock with our Bio Sir! And Sir Tan gave a lecture on "Maths unsolved problems in the recent 100 years". Sir Tan and Sir Lee FTW! (still supporting AMK).

2010-07-15T05:10:00.001-07:00

Today's there's supposed to be YOG briefing, but I missed it cos of the Maths AP GP quiz and Napfa. Glenda kept calling me and SMSed to ask where I was. Really sorry >< Glenda said they learn Oh yey Oh yey Oh yey HEY cheer! Eeyer, Khaw Faye you better teach me D:

Maths AP and GP quiz was O.O nvm la, everyone fail together la. I only know how to do first question and bonus question :/ Glenna (maths full marks) also. Wa super encouraged, hahas. Oh manz, I think she's gonna kill me -.-

Napfa. Wa Sai. At first was quite fast, but after the 5th round, my back pain, then Glenna went to tell Ms Yeo, but I ran finished. Ole ole ole ~ Ms Yeo damn mean, told Glenna she didn't record down the timings and asked her to run again, and Glenna cried. Hilarious leh, Glenna!! Oh, throughout the whole run, I only ran faster than normal when I'm near the stairs cos Mun Ning was there!! :)

Oh ONE GOOD NEWS ABOUT MY BACK! The bones are something stable fracture or something, and the tissues are beginning to form and should be able to recover soon (: Jessica told me to stuff Beautex tissue between my bones. Awesome.

Papa wanted to go to his office in JB to take a look just now and I followed him after school! In the end I ended up sleeping on the car to and fro and I woke up in Singapore asking Papa "没有去JB啊？" Wth, it turned out to be that we went already, pork sia~

Passed MH's all my research on the Cambodia's orphanages near my house and he realised he forgot to bring my puzzle (1 piece). Pork chop, went to his house to take and ate ice cream together on the way there. The wooden ice cream stick has thorns and MH's lips were bleeding. I'm sorry but I couldn't help but laugh out loud. Han Ying and Jessica who were at his house saw his lips bleeding and kept asking me why! Ah thanks for making the atmosphere so awkward la D: Oh and congratulations Han Ying and Jessica for being together! I'm like the last one to know D: Chicken :/

Woon Fang said Grace, herself and I are like the main roles in 三个女人一个宝 (Fang's favourite show -.-). I'm like er...Katie I think cos I have high expectations. She's like the director cos she's working behind the scenes but plays an important role. Then Grace is like the third lady. Hahas. I asked Fang Kar Lai is what role. She said "Baby lor". -.-

Arturo told me "Tomorrow will be a better day." I'm beginning to like this sentence a lot (: Yes, tomorrow will be better! Jiayou! (:

2010-07-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

Jump shot with Fang! Didn't even take this in Fudan :/ We are like making a house for the hwa chong people under our arms! HAHAHAS! I kicked Fang's leg and she nearly tripped. PS. If this photo is well taken, credits to Wing Yan's hp. If this photo is not well taken, blames to Grace Lee Ting from 311, SJAB. HAHAHAS! Good job la Grace Lee~
Grace. Mugged 10% looked at teams walking around and sir Qing Jun and AHEM for 20%. Woon Fang hardcore mugger, study physics. Memorised Cao cao's poem with squadmates and managed to remember quite quickly (:

My super fat leg! It should be both of them carry me up, not only Woon Fang carrying my leg! Sigh...failure, tsk tsk. OH WE HAVE OUR FIRST SQUAD ITEM! shiny hairband! Hahas, act bimbo together. We bought one for Kar Lai too (:

Our pretty hairbands (: What's our next squad item! Watch!! Eeyer, saw one nursing team with all the same watches, but different colours! Jealous. 4 4 4 4! Oh Pork Fang took someone's car from her house to Clementi MRT and she didn't know those people. What if kidnap toot! D: Then I took taxi and saw Woon Fang and asked her to hop in.

Suggested by Grace o.o I think is Super Junior's pose or something. Grace said I never open my mouth wide wide, not like the original pose! Thanks ah!

NC! And Zhonghua. What is Xin Ting doing -.- And um one more guy o.o Trophies~ Commander Xin Ting commands so different from Nanyang le! But cool cool! Xinyi timed very softly and I was damn curious. Yuan Lai judges asked most teams not to time and she's allowed to time softly. Insult to timers D: Footdrill without timings, a lot of teams went GG D: TIMERS LET'S HAVE RIOTS!

This picture looks like a reflection of the past with all the light effects hahas (: NC team super pro! ^^

Everyone had to do CPR D: I saw Nevin pulling up Ignatius' shirt to see his penetrating chest wound and Jin Tang accidentally kicked his head. HAHAHAS! Was Jiahui's casualty from Hwa Chong lol. Hahas, Fang still cannot forget what Kenneth Loh said during mock comp! Hilarious leh, small misunderstanding only!

Judge quite fierce to NC, kan le hen xin tong D: Somehow reminded us of our zonals. NA~ I miss you all D:

The crowd. Nanyang, Hwa Chong, Dunman, River Valley, Hai Sing Catholic, Zhonghua and simply too many more schools. I think Hwa Chong had the most supporters (:

NAPFA today. Sit ups were all inclined to the left cos right side a bit pain pain. Halfway went to eat painkiller and continue with pull ups. 18. I stopped once I got A. hahas (: My sit and reach KNS la D: Last time all get around 60cm. This time my head kept touching the board and I cannot reached further. Walao, stupid big head D:

2010-07-10T05:47:00.000-07:00

Went MDAS to collect goods with Yi Wen and Hong Woon. Wa both of them late hor, then I climbed up and down the ladders in my dance clothes. Yi Wen has similar pants! Totally look like skirt cos the bottom is super big, like trumpet hahas (:

Went library to see the progress of the badges. Yi Wen took a few hours to figure out how to use Hong Woon's laptop. Hahas (: I asked them to go for lunch first and I dozed off while waiting for them. Lol.

Chocked on water, super hilarious. Yi Wen hugged Hong Woon then come hugged me from the back without me knowing. My first reaction was to hit her damn hard. Omg, I'm really sorry Yiwen ):

Skipped Salsa dance tonight cos both of them came to my house. My 2nd Salsa lesson pon, sigh >< The teacher likes me a lot and is teaching me and one more guy using his own time for free. Lol. Aiya my partner super tall D: I rolled from 1.5m away into his arms always hit his chest. Stupid D: Amanda asked me to figure out whether he has big chests using my head and whether he has 6 packs using my shoulders! Hahas, thanks ah, trying to say I'm short right, pervert! Lol. Yiwen told me Salsa very sexy. I don't think so lor. And dancing so intimately with someone I know for so short period is... :/ Supposed to go at 5.30pm, so I cannot eat after 2.30pm. (my rule of not eating 3hrs before dance). Then just nice, Hong Woon and Yiwen came back to library at 2+pm. Thanks ah!

And NYNC jiayou! A team that never falls! 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for NC! Hip hip hooray hip hip hooray hip hip hooooooooooooooooorayrayrayrayray (echo). Go timer! When others go lerb, you must go Lerb. When others go LErb, you must go LERB! Hahas (:

Ran and ran and ran. Kept thinking of what happened yesterday. Ran and ran and ran. Still thinking of what happened yesterday. Embarrassment, anger, guilty everything. Ran and ran. How I wished I could run until I stop breathing. Awesome.

2010-07-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

Today is a sad sad day D:

Went to school earlier to practice TOC with Fang and Glenna our casualty. Both super light wor >< Piggybacked Glenna around Quad with Woon Fang using eye power beside us -.- Eye not as big as me la, auntie!

Class contact time. Amanda and I stood in front of the class, really sleepy. Zzzz... Friday is a good day to sleep!

Today I had an awful temper D: Papa fetched me home after CCA and MH came to accompany me cos papa and mummy have to attend some dinner D: I ate only one bread since morning so MH brought abalone porridge for me. I left it aside. I wasn't hungry. MH went clinic with me to get more painkillers but I dao him all the way. MH gave me my early birthday present. It's a picture which we took together and was enlarged be made into a puzzle. He fixed the puzzle, leaving only 19 pieces. He wanted to give me a piece each day so I can have the complete puzzle on my birthday. I was pissed and tired so I just put it aside. I dropped it while standing up and the glass broke and the puzzle was....He was so angry that he went away damn quietly. ARGH! I'm really sorry. I think today is the first time he's angry with me....Really sorry MH D: I should have known you came with the intention to cheer me up. Sorry. I'm fixing the puzzle now kay. Pass me the remaining 19 each day! Sigh, super worried now. I typed in lyrics of "Mirror mirror" by M2M and send to MH, and he hasn't replied. Sorry!! Oh he went to buy Samsung Galaxy S too (: Same as me, yey. Friends forever! (:

不是完美
也不接近完美
烂得我自己都快受不了
我不喜欢自己和“完美”这两个字差那么远
越是惭愧，越忘了如何道歉

2010-07-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

Oh manz! I'm getting sadistic sia! Browsed through pics at MH's house then we saw this pic and started laughing. Hahas, hope this little boy doesn't read this blog O.O

From Wenzong I think. Ah, maths belly the good ah!

Today chiong all presentations D: IH TP. I understand where Jacq is coming from and I appreciate (: , but I kind of ke lian MXD. Something wrong with me today! All groupmates are angry except me, I realised O.O Glenna pissed = scary. Denise pissed = scaryyy. Woon Fang pissed = SUPER SCARYYY! First time my temper so good! (:

Chemistry ppt presentation! We got selected for next year Chem Speech competition WHEN I ONLY PRESENT FIRST 2 SLIDES -.- Eric Tan was super interested in our topic and preferred Q and A than presentation. We got a hard time convincing him that urine can be ingested D: But still got into the competition BREEZEEE!

Maths. Discussed with Mrs Phua about MXD and we suggested her to find a partner herself. Was thinking of doing with her, but Yi Wen asked if she can do with me first (: Feel a bit bad D:

Q calls me LAO NIANG for 2 days already! Omg, Serene and I not sharing husbands! It's Serene's! Hahas, Hong Woon damn nice la! Lend Q his laptop. If my boyfriend wants to borrow, I won't lend, HAHAHAS! So xin tong D:

Stayed in school to settle YFC stuff (: Then after Grace's remedial, she came to my class and showed me A LOT of suju's videos. Sigh, Zhang Yun Jingism over already, not having JUism. Don't spread JUism to me cos I won't fall in love with KPOP (: She told me I've been sending super weird SMSes with lots of wrong phrasings. She wanted to teach me how to use my phone but she realised she doesn't know how to use either. OMG, I change from Nokia to Samsung then to another Samsung in one week. But I feel like changing again. I like Galaxy S's appearances and GOOGLE, but SMSing is a BIG BIG BIG problem.

Went J8 to pass Rat's birthday gift to Sheng Qi. I don't dare and I don't want to meet Rat and pass him personally. Sheng Qi was late for half an hour D: I think his friends caught us talking and kept asking who am I -.- Oh, I was super entertained when waiting for Sheng Qi! A group of St Nick's girls was standing less than 1m in front of me, scolding a guy on the phone to ask for break up O.O

TOC tmr! Ole ole ole ole~

2010-07-07T08:28:00.001-07:00

BUSY! Ok, I'm sorry if i never reply smses or msn, cos I'm seriously SUPER BUSY today!

Ji Lao Shi thinks my boyfriend is ********! OMG, weiyu thinks so too D: No no no D:

2010-07-04T08:38:00.000-07:00

Bitch Pork Chicken. I'm totally going mad. Block test starting one day after my birthday. Thanks man, no one celebrating birthday with me D: Or rather I won't have time to celebrate. I totally feel like crying now man, shit man. I don't care, I shall study from NOW on and finish everything before my birthday and celebrate with Sheng Qi, Jing Huang, Nico, Rat etc on my birthday. D: D:

Every year I never get to enjoy my birthday but this year everything has been so packed and I wanted a break on my birthday but cannot. Gah, stupid ass D:

I just bought another Bonia Bag for Mummy. Saving money now to buy a wallet for myself. Shit la, no wallet no birthday no life D: WALLET WALLET WALLET! I WILL SAVE MONEY AND SNATCH YOU AWAY FROM THE RACKS IN TAKASHIMAYA!!!!

2010-07-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

Papa was hilarious~ He drove his car to his office to watch world cup with everyone. Then he walked back home and ask me where is his car -.- Lamepork hahas!

Went to reserve a Bonia bag in Takashimaya. $550. I bought $500 only and I bo pian had to call MH to bring money over. He used card and I pay him cash (: Didn't want to buy home cos Mummy will find out -.-

He went to D and G to buy a tie for his dad. Copycat! My wallet spoil already and he kept asking me if I want a D and G wallet. I went to see the price, more than $700. Siao, what for I need a wallet so expensive?!?! I love buying things, but I don't spend like you, hahas!

After that, asked Mummy to come shop with me cos his chauffeur needs to drive him to somewhere for some event. There's cosplay and I was super irritated by the big robot who blocked my way for so long D:

3 proposals not send to me yet.
2 research not send to me yet.
Deadlines are meant to be meet.

Oh yesterday CCA. After that there's sales. Earned quite a lot. Taiwanese so generous! Hahas (: Paul Tan taught me to sell my ticket away cos I want to station outside to play with Serene, Joei, Woon Fang and Glenna. Stayed till 11+pm. A lot of parents complained to me that they want to watch World Cup and the performance delayed for very long. Do I look like I can control -.- Wanted to have night trail with guys but like no time. Aiya D: Woon Fang said everyone should act cute till Monday to celebrate Youth Day! Hahas (:

Kok Boon told me that Brazil lost to Holland O.O He said it's because a lot of people bet on Brazil and there's a very big company who threatened Brazil to lose or else they can't even board the plane. Because a lot of people bet on Brazil and if they win, bookies in a lot of countries have to pay lots of money. Hahas, interesting! But gah, he called me at 8am to tell me and I was half sleeping, half listening. Thanks ah~ I think he's camping at MH's house to watch Argentina with Germany. I was invited but I will end up sleeping one la >< Woon Fang told me a few days ago that she watched New Zealand with another country's match. SO LONG AGO ALREADY! Hahas, lamepork Woon Fang!

2010-07-01T06:54:00.000-07:00

St John parade. Made a mistake during rehearsal in the morning D: Grace forgot to bring her nametag. I forgot to bring my LCPL rank, but brought other ranks instead. Tsk tsk D: St John parade was fine (: Cool beans! The cheer after keluar baris is awesome, bombastic and charming!

PE. Didn't join in. Woon Fang didn't join in and she told Sabrina that she's lazy to change. HAHAHAS! Weiyu sprained her ankle D: Mr Paul Tan and I were helping her then Woon Fang suddenly joined in (: Weiyu just sent me a sms to thank me. Hahas, yey ^^

Lessons. Wa didn't feel like sleeping at all and sitting super upright cos of the uniform (Y).

PIZZA FOR ST JOHN! I feel so much closer with Kar Lai hahas (: She played "Mini world cup" using the "mini chair" found in middle of pizza with Woon Fang. OMG, 2 pork! Kar Lai stacked all the "mini chairs" up and I said our sqauad can live inside. Grace, remember our year 3 cottage? Don't laugh, below are the details of our cottage!
A gym room: Train our muscles
Basement carpark: Train our voice and footdrill
Track: Train our stamina
Garden: Meetings
1 bedroom is enough! ^^
Swimming pool: Train our figures
Hospital wards: Train home nursing
Etc etc. 大大的房子，装着我们大大的梦想。(:

Jiahui gave me a letter and sweet. Hahs, thanks (: I'm still writing for juniors, omg, so many D:

Mr Chow Weisi called me using his house phone and Grace and I were lol! hahas (:

Grace, tomorrow need to pluck teeth!
So what if it's 7 teeth! 7 is a lucky number! I love 7!
Don't tell dentists that it's "TOOTHS" because it's wrong spelling.
Eat more tonight, because you will be eating soft food for quite long.
But eating less also not bad, can lose weight, but please continue being heavier than me.
Come back help with PT. 7 mins 7 rounds 7 teeth ^^ All die.
不要怕！海底里有我这只squidmate支持你！
My birthday eat all the super hard food with me! Hehe (:

2010-06-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

Best leader and best entrepreneur can go Cambodia orphange during December. Going with MH alone is hilarious enough -.- Mummy doesn't allow but I want D:

Selling Nanyang Jufang tickets. Sold like 10 today (: yey. Selling things outside audi on friday and saturday for YFC. Tired...

Supposed to put hairspray and nail polish on Friday for whole class. Oh no, UG no need go for CCA liao D:

I love school seriously! It feels awesome rushing all the things because of all the stress but meanwhile making sure that they are perfect. Sense of satisfaction ba (:

9 July. I really have no idea what to buy la D: Talked to Jing Huang for the whole night yesterday and he told me lots of ideas. But not special one D: I love July except 9 and 24 July. 20 July Xu Jiawei's birthday.
21 July Mummy's birthday. I will be going Takashimaya tomorrow to buy one LV/ Bonia bag for her (:
24 July, another pork's birthday. We always quarrel whenever we meet, but we know very well that we understand each other very well. Hope he can do well in all his competitions (:
28 July Ying Xuan's and my birthday ^^
30 July Glenda's birthday! (:

Amy Lim talked for 45 mins for the consultation. Awesome -.- Paul Tan chopped off his bushy moustache ^^ TAN LIANG HOOI BEST! Super funny. Aiyo, physics and chemistry I'm super awake (: Bio is D:

I remembered this was the only time when I was pissed with myself being leader for the charity group.
Me: You give up because you are injured?
A: No.
Me: You give up because you don't want to win?
A: No.
Me: You give up because you are tired?
A: Yes.
Ran 5 rounds around the stadium track immediately after they said that despite feeling really really tired. I felt really shitty because as a leader, my group cannot persevere.. But they felt guilty too after I ran for so long and continued. We got 2nd. It was a test of perseverance. Thank you. All those memories were simply so awesome (: And I really have to thank MH for being the best helper ever (:

2010-06-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

No pain no pain!

School today. Bus late for 20minutes, heavy rain, so I reached school at 7.30am lugging my shoebag, file, uniform cover etc. Then I feel my back a bit pain pain.

Dental checkup during Bio. Aiyo, our Bio teacher is a young chap from Hwa Chong who is so skinny that got all of us jealous. Lie down on the dental chair that is like curvy curvy one. Pork sia. A bit pain. Then halfway through the checkup, I got tears and the dentist kept asking if it's too pain. Hahas.

Went to find squadmates and Glenna during break and cried. Toopid D:

When for check up at around 3.30pm. Got X Ray, coolbeans! ^^ Then I was like asking Dr why are there only bones shown in X Ray. Hahas. The fractured bones were something like closed fracture at first, then doctor said its position shifted, so it's a bit dislocated. He was praising how I could go to school and walk normally. I'm superwoman who will never fall! ^^ Chicken!

I'm really fine. It happened once years ago. I'm fine. Parade rehearsal tomorrow! Ole ole ole ole~

Treasure the last few days as cadets.

Take pride in all activities participated as cadets.

Because once these days are gone, they are gone.

Anyway, talked to Mdm Heng today with Q. Hilarious, "can bring Bradford along". Ah time to study. I want to sleep earlier ^^ Woohoo~

2010-06-28T08:30:00.000-07:00

11.30pm and I am sleepy already. Aiyoyo D: Blog for 10mins to keep myself awake ^^

School reopens for the first day! School rock, school rule! I love going to school ok! Serious! Parade rehearsal. Should have put painkillers in my pocket -.-

Went to Andrew and Grace. Awesome trip! The girls are like older than us, with tatoos, rings here and there, music blasting our ears, but they are nice people (: We seemed to get along quite well (: Joey is in windsurfing cca, awesome (:

Went Orchard to find shoelaces. Thanks sia, totally cannot find a shop selling 36 pink shoelaces. So I just went to a shop that sell shoelaces and mix and match. Then after that, I realised they cost $3 each. Sai. Ying Xuan, we fly to Fudan now to buy can T.T

9 July coming soon. I have no idea what to buy for you. Probably getting Sheng Qi to pass you your present cos I won't know what to say when I meet you.

The place that used to belong to us.

You brought 10 people there for outing.

Thanks.

2010-06-27T03:26:00.000-07:00

Dr: Can you not dance for a month?
Me: Cannot. I need to go for at least a lesson a week.
Dr: But your back won't recover if you dance.
Me: Cannot. I must dance.
Dr: 3 weeks?
Me: No way. Give me medicine instead.
Dr: I can give you the strongest medicine but you must still stop dancing for some time.
Me: I can stop taekwondo but cannot stop dancing.

Irritating pork. Cannot means cannot! D: Natasha is moving back to Clarke Quay I think, hehe (:

Went fortunate restaurant for lunch. Bought a pair of Nike shoes for Papa to encourage him for his coming lessons.
Papa's teacher: 我不会让你失望！
Papa: 我怕我让你绝望！
Hilarious papa! ^^

Math-ing now. Sigh >< It was given on the day before camp starts, so now I'm chionging. Cannot stand work that is being chiong-ed out D:

Kar Lai smsed to ask me if I was fine. OMG, I mean everyone's concerns were appreciated, but somehow I felt really happy when she smsed me. Hahas (: Squidmates FTW! (

Fang was saying that I'm getting more and more perfectionist. Hahas (: "Perfect competition with perfect competitors brings out the perfect winner." Quoted from MH (: Oh and MH baked apple crumble for me. Hahas, very delicious. I can't even bake such nice crumble please. Somemore you're a guy O.O I buy you one next time. Hahas (:

2010-06-26T03:48:00.000-07:00

Papa went to buy 2 Samsung Galaxy phones for himself and for me (: But then after that, he said, "Birthday ang bao money will be lesser ah! This phone expensive eh!" D: Herh! Then I start using Samsung Galaxy on my birthday. MH said it's limited and he wants to buy. Hahas, please la, your LG Xperia still so new -.-

3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for 2010 St John training camp! ^^

Went to Grace's house to stay overnight before camp. Discussed triage, read first aid, help her to label items, talk on phone with woon fang etc. 娱乐百分百with黃靖倫！Woke up at 5am and checked our bags several times. Grace kept asking why I'm camp IC but not worried one. Hahas, anxiety is not to be shown on face, darling!

Hmm, let me recall what there was...
CITYLINK! I LOVE IT MANZ! It's extremely tiring and I sweat like mad but I really like it (:
Balloon pop pop! Fell down, not allowed to take part D:
Outdoor cooking! First time competiting like mad to have a meal O.O piggyback 4 times! (:

Triage with me as triage IC. No casualty until 13th minute D:
Campfire screwed? There's more we can do to make everyone high D:
Tent pitching. Why like that ah? I remembered OBS when everyone relied on my for tent pitching eh D: But I rock in packing tents! (:
Disabled. Learned so much from Staff Shao Ting. But couldn't help Grace and Jia Hui D:
Physical Training! More more more! (:
Nightwalk. Sigh... I want to walk! And must be alone! Strongly advise people to go alone (: Train confidence! (:
Confidence games (: The plank game is Fun~
Topo! From Nanyang walk to Tanjong Pagar! Coolbeans right!
Water games! Our squad kept splashing on juniors cos they were wearing white shirts ^^
Last reflection. Did twinkies almost throughout all questions. I wasn't near to perfect. Not acceptable.

Didn't bathe for 3d2n and never brushed teeth 4 times. Everyone stink like mad. Hahas!

Felt really useless after campfire. Stupid campfire wok rolled over my feet and I strained my back. Hmm, went to visit doctor and realised I had back fracture and need to be hospitalised D: It was really embarrassing squatting down alone in the carpark crying like mad. It was really apologetic having seniors to use stretcher to bring me up cos I really cannot straighten my back. 对不起。

Sorry Sgt Eileen for bringing me up and tried hanging on when your hands were sweaty.
Sorry Sgt Jun Wei for bringing me up.
Sorry Sgt Dorothy for staying with me the whole morning.
Sorry Sgt Ying Hui for rushing down the moment you knew I need help.
Sorry Sgt Luping for persuading me not to join in activities when I was injured.
Sorry Cpl Willa for helping me with Salompas and concerning me when you sprained your ankle.
Sorry Synergy for causing you all to have 1 less senior to take care of you all.
Sorry Squadmates for kept worrying about me.
Sorry juniors who kept volunteering to help me do this and that because you all don't want me to strained my back again.
Sorry Staffs for trying to entertain Woon Fang and I.
Sorry Maams for trying to make me sleep at night.
Sorry everyone.

This camp isn't the most relaxing.
This camp isn't the happiest.
But it is definitely one of the most memorable.

I was surprised when I told Sgt Yinghui that I truly enjoyed this camp. Yes, I really enjoyed it (:
All the things were so well planned and simply awesome (: The ending part was quite rushed, but still, I love the camp, especially Citylink!

Thanks Synergy! We may be the 2nd best group, but each and everyone of you are the best to me (:

Hospital was D:
Papa let me stay in the best ward. Where got best la! Alone so boring D:
MH came back from Thailand one day earlier to accompany me in hospital! BFF! (: Wa he bought me Mango's and Tommy Girl's clothes. Then I went to buy him Playboy's pants after discharged. Pork, don't buy me anything else manz!

And ah, FANG MING HAO PORK! Why go fly around the world for so long!?! I missed the award ceremony because of him D: He wasn't at home to receive the letter D: And never check email regularly when overseas! :/
Our charity group won the 2nd prize! $3000
I won the best leader award! $1000
MH won the most promising young entrepreneur! $2000.
MH and I were talking about it in hospital and we decided to donate ALL MONEY to Cambodia orphanages ^^ I totally felt like crying when reading the report.
"Congratulations Ms Chang Wing Yan for clinching the best leader award! You have been proven to be a capable leader who managed to lead more than 100 volunteers, some much older than you. Being able to stay calm and think on your feet, proposing the best ideas have been your outstanding qualities. You were brilliant in your proposal about job allocation and trying your best to perfect everything. A passionate leader and an awesome volunteer, do pass on your spirit and wish you all the best in your future endeavours!"

OMG, a few months of preparation, and what I have been waiting for is here. Thanks MH, Han Ying, Jessica, Kok Boon and so many more! Awesome! (:

2010-06-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

Today was >< Tired...

8am to 11am - Maths lessons
11am to 2pm - Street sales
2pm to 4pm - Study first aid
4pm to 8pm - Meeting (includes travelling)
8pm to 9pm -Dinner
9pm to 11pm - Meeting

Street sales was hilarious manz~ Teo got lost or something -.- He brought 3 female friends wor! Coolbeans! Then Avril from KCPres came with like 7 guys. Teo lost HAHAHS! Bought him food he still xian dong xian xi -.- Diet ah!

We didn't know Avril's group coming so we brought minimum goods. Sai, then everything sold out so quickly then Serene and I were like staring at each other -.- Talked about everything under the sun with Serene during lunch (:

SMSed with Wenzong from 11am to somewhere like 11pm. He smsed so fast -.- Towards the end, we start calling each other Sir and Mdm hahas (: He asked me about my weird language about pork and beans! Hehe, Zesto's language ok! Wei Liang booked in for NS every week then he was complaining and complaining non stop to me! Hahas, sir lousy leh ^^

Rehearsal at Xin Yi's house. Did the zhen xin dui hua at Bartley MRT. Told juniors loads of things that I haven't been saying (: Jiayou kay! Synergy synergy is the best! And Xin Yi ah! You live so deep inside, we seriously train for topo liao ><

Papa forgot to fetch me cos he was watching super nice TV show -.- Thanks a lot. In the end had to fetch me from Bishan -.- Bought a necklace and 3 hair clips without looking at the prices, then it turned out to be $29.90 D:
Papa: 你买东西不看价钱啊？
Wing Yan: D:

Meeting at MH's house then keep yawning. He asked me to sit on his bed to discuss while they sit on the floor and chairs. Hahas, then I ended up sleeping for 15mins. SORRY ><

Revise for first aid and triage. *Yawn*.

2010-06-20T07:45:00.000-07:00

Prawn! BBQ! One and only prawn for my one and only papa!
Idiot leh! I fished for prawns for like 45 mins only got 1 prawn. But it's so big that everyone was like "Wa zhe ma da!" Hahas (: Mummy didn't want to fish cos she said by right buddhists cannot kill D: See la, make me guilty. Then I don't dare to pluck the sharp thing out cos it looks like it's in pain D: I get someone near me to help me to pluck. BBQ also, I don't dare to poke. Hahas (:

Take 5 today! Old folks lunch (: Got the caterer's number and Wei Liang was like "Eh you want his number ah!" Lamepork sir, hahas! Wei Liang shaved his hair cos of army, hilarious~ I was the one who reminded him of Take 5 one! He was watching World Cup when smsing me -.-

Grace and I introduced ourselves cos Maam Lishi, Sir Zhen Wei, Sir Afiq and Sir Amos wanted us to D: Grace and I SMSed juniors beforehand to get them to clap loudy! Hilarious! Maam Lishi's style is a bit like Maam Xuan Ting. Sir Amos was asking me about Neilson! HAHAHS! Sir Afiq nicest! Canberra one (: Maam Lishi joined in almost all our Nanyang photos. Boon Hwee continued to spam me with photos -.- I'm sure at least 50% of the photos got my face inside! Pork leh D:

Nevin is discipline head. Wa, his scoldings of juniors in front of us was...O.O

Ah went MH's house to get him to buy 1 shirt and shun bian study there. He got like 5 friends watching World Cup and they go "Woah! Ole ole!" when they scored a goal. Hahas, it feels quite fun but I'm not into soccer ~

Running at around 10pm. SMSed with Wenzong until my phone hang -.-

Happy father's day! (:

2010-06-19T08:48:00.000-07:00

Grace's 思念的水饺and my 情choco pie (: Our 暧昧关系！Stupid Grace! Tmr is Father's Day, I want to eat with her to celebrate my 老公's day but she told me she's having with her mistress! Lamepork! Fighting with Grace over custodies of Woon Fang, Kar Lai and Chun Min! HAHAS ^^

Xin Ting: B-I-T-C-H

Wing Yan: Oh hor, you scold vulgarities! Cannot scold, cannot spell.

Xin Ting: Lcpl, but you just scold that...

Wing Yan: D:

Everyone laughed, esp my laogong D:

Anyway, today Take 5. Nothing much. I'm in Deco, just cut and cut. WITH STACY. And Nanyang ones super pissed la!

话中带刺，不愿和我校的人坐，不愿帮满地分担工作，看到我校想看到瘟神. Thanks man -.- 输要输得起，风度一定要有。

Dinner at Subway! Eat Fresh. Got headache and took a bus home frowning ><

Sir Boon Hwee helping me to sell Zesto's shirts (: Helping him to find his korean tea -.- Bak Kut Teh doesn't go well with Korean tea, sir! And sir's 8 Gua's standard is like UNBELIEVABLE -.-

Oh mentor was awesome! She treated us to breakfast for meeting and bought us gifts from Paris (: Super nice mentor, teaching us lots of stuff for entrepreneurship etc. Heard that VJ team's mentor is a big shot. Nvm, our Mentor from Starhub HR department is just as awesome!

I always super excited to open donation cans. $145 and I started to open already. Hahas (: Can't wait la. Counting money with Serene. Aiyo, Yi Wen treasurer ah~ Must come more often kay!

Maris Stella MDAS team leader: I'm group leader!

MDAS Judy: Who's treasurer?

Maris Stella MDAS team leader: Me!

MDAS Judy: You want to die ah! Where got group leader be treasurer one!

2010-06-18T07:18:00.000-07:00

气死我了！
What's wrong with you man! Do something! All the deadlines given by me are not met by you D: Disappointment.

Fever over (: A-W-E-S-O-M-E Awesome *clap clap* Awesome *clap clap* (Synergy's awesome cheer).

Take 5 tomorrow. Going for formal meeting from 9 to 11 before going Bugis to meet juniors and have take 5 at HQ. Charity event according to Grace. Woohoo~

Li Lin gave me a card! (: LOVE THE WORDS (:
- Although Lcpl you are quite scary and fierce at times, you are actually very nice and warm! ^^ And very hyper, funny and cute! Especially when you are with Lcpl Grace! (: You 2 are very nice and funny! And like very close squadmates (:
Hehe, thanks (:

MH said I'm competitive. Competition brings out the best ok, lad! Hahas (:

2010-06-17T10:34:00.000-07:00

Going mad ><

Mummy doesn't let me go to school tomorrow D: Gah, i want the rehearsals and meetings D: I want Synergy cheers and see synergy props and the performance! Going mad man!

My fever is 37.9 degrees now! Go down go down! Fuck la, I cannot stand it D: Doctor said it's because I'm too stressed and didn't rest enough that's why I'm getting weaker D: He was like "Fever for so many days, so unlike you!!" Thanks man, Dr Yeo -.- He said my voice sounds weird. Sexy la! D:

Ah I'm getting damn pissed now D: I can't help but being super stressed, what can I do! D: YFC, NYSE, ST JOHN, DANCE, CHARITY, SIA, SELF-STUDY. Grow strong, Wing Yan! You have got more to do!

不只是肉体上疲惫
精神上也很累了
我是个学生
我也要玩
我也要休息
但我真的没办法
能参与的我都参与了
不能参与的我也尽量去
真的很对不起
如果我不能与你们出去玩
如果我开始累得笑不出
如果我开始累得在巴士上讲电话到一半儿睡着
对不起。
真的很对不起。

St John rehearsals! D: Awfully stupid of me D: Sorry >< Fever fever go away, come again another day!! Take 5! Look forward ^^

2010-06-17T06:36:00.000-07:00

Lee Ah Mooi old folks home ^^
This auntie repeated her story at least 10 times, I'm sure. Hahas. I can memorise her background!
A lot of the elderly have tubes to their noses and milk is feeded through their noses. Some of them have hands tied to bed just in case they plucked it out.
She's nice too (:
She told me not to go near the elderly beside her :O

She's quite weak to move and doesn't like eating the home's meals D:

Nice lady (:

Xinting and Xinyi (: Eyebrows are um, thick and cool (:

Wenzong coming to my street sales on Monday! Whee! Lots' of Advance'08 people can go HAHAHAS! Ole ole ole ole~ And Hweeshien buying our shirts!

MH came back Singapore. He came my house and gave me 10 apples. Hahas, I normally eat 2 apples a day (: Think he's flying again the next few days. Sigh D:

Papa and Mummy going JB for wedding dinner when I'm having campfire. I want to go for both D:

Proposals after proposals. Vet and edit. Edit and vet. Awesome life -.-

Changing from Studio Wu to Natasha Dance Studio. Studio Wu is super famous but also super expensive. Natasha is not that famous but quite cheap (: Papa was asking if I have time cos I have been sleeping less and less and seemed to be stressed. Um I have (: I must dance! It feels awful without dancing! Taekwondo probably can skip cos it's on Friday after CCA. I will die manz~ I may take up more than 1 dance! Yey~ stretch and stretch. Super not flex already D:

Papa went construction site today to take a look and he saw a foreign worker with a super sharp object pierced through his arm and his torn muscles can be seen touching the ground. OMG D: And the safety supervisor also very upset. His boss damn idiot! He didn't want to send him to hospital cos the wages were not given yet. Papa was super pissed and send him to hospital. Idiot man idiot man! Taboleh tahan!

Still feel disturbed, though I'm trying not to D: Sigh.

2010-06-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

Want to delete this blog but ... told me not to ><

Ok went old folks home with Hong Woon yesterday.
Carried all the baskets with YFC goods along as well D:
Raining, but um, lazy to use umbrella and there's no hands to use anw -.-
Talked to them (:
Take pictures with them (:
Feed them (:

I told one nurse that my name is yong en and that Hong Woon's name is hong en.
Then she kept asking "What and what again?" Hilarious.

听到他们的遭遇
看见他们有病痛
摸到他们刻满皱纹的皮肤
心里不禁有些心酸
脑海里不仅让我想起自己有多幸福

Many of the patients there are mentally ill and are tied to chairs/beds.
Many of their family members drop by in super expensive cars.
Many of their family members are very educated and earn lots of money, but didn't bother to pay them a visit.
What's wrong man! Even if they are sick, this is not a reason to cast them aside.
You will grow old one day, no point disliking them.
They used to take good care of you all, but now you don't want to take care of them!
Aiyo, I just cannot stand it man ~

Street sales. Vomit water once I reached -.- Skipped lunch cos there's nothing I can eat anyway.
Had heart-to-heart talk with Yi Wen and yup, got to know about it.
Good friends forever (: :)

很难不去介意。
如果会影响我身边的人，我会很烦恼。
只因为我珍惜。

Skipped dinner because of it too. Then I keep vomiting water -.- Thanks Yee Teng for the panadol (:

Went to school today by 8am for drills. Supposed to march till 4pm but I'm getting colder and colder and finally collapse. Lousy Wing Yan.
Didn't want to go home but everyone wanted me to go home and rest.
Left my shoebag, shoes, socks, skirt, class tee, hair accessories bag and sunblock at SJ benches cos I was super blur and sick D:
Went home and take temperature 38.9 degrees. Wth, will grow stupid if this persists -.-
Finished my proposal and went to sleep for an hour.

Super tired. Been hiding the fact that I'm sick for days to my mum. Or else she won't allow me to go street sales and parade D: Sigh ><

谢谢你 (: Do you know who you are? (: Tell me on MSN if you know k? (:

2010-06-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

因为觉得是自己的责任而不想麻烦别人。
因为觉得自己若包到完，最后的胜利会使我们更高兴。
因为觉得自己应该有能力办到而坚持到底。

因为没有经验而失败。
因为太慌张而失败。
但为什么，因为只有三个人也会使我们失败呢？
不可以，绝对不可以。

Carrying up the wok from basement to parade square with woon fang full stop. 2 people carried it and when I rolled it I knocked my back against the railings along the canteen D:

Fire's burning big (: Highlight of the day. Campfire's burning now! But it's not the end.

Did stupid things with Grace.
Put hand into diluted kerosene to test for temperature.
Pour everything back into kerosene can.
Stood under the hot sun for half an hour thinking of all the ways to dispose the kerosene-water.
Asked Sembcorp worker handling rubbish what to do.
Called Wei Liang and Boon Hwee and Sir Wilson to ask. Wei Liang asked me to pour in drain. Boon Hwee told me should have put sand at the base. Sir Wilson didn't answer call.
Did clearing up with Grace. SEEMED to sprain my back.
Felt like crying.
Rolled the wok with Jay Mi and Xin Ting.
Rinse water over me.

Carried up deposition box with Grace.
I walked the inner side of the spiral staircase cos it's more dangerous. True enough, lost steps. If Ong Xin Yi didn't come to help, I think I will fall. Thanks (:
-briefing-
All the emoing and stuff put it aside.
Real campfire will be a success. WILL BE.
再怎么累，都得撑下去。

我最近也累了。
迟睡早起，每定时吃饭，压力过大，而好像生病了。
没关系，我从不倒下，没有事情难得倒我。

Hong Woon will ask me what time I sleep tonight.
I'm not even sure if I can sleep.
I need to finish Physics SIA, proposal for Farewell, YFC progress report, MDAS meeting agenda, YFC accounts etc by 4am! I need someone to talk to me on MSN to keep me awake. It's always Jun Wei or Hong Woon or MH. Change people, hahahs!

Gah, Victoria JC wants to collaborate with Zesto. Thanks man, super tired with Sefforcer liao. Work with VJC somemore, I will die leh. Even though the results may be quite good. Okok, for the sake of good results, I shall collaborate with them (: Thank me thank me (:

2010-06-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

Going old folks' home as usual on Tuesday but I'm going to bring one more person, Hong Woon. Hahas! He wanted to go so I shall bring him there. He seeked permission from Yi Wen already (: I'm helping him to plan his sweet celebration with Yi Wen on her birthday. Plan by me one, sure succeed hahas ^^ Went to buy biscuits and ovaltine for the old folks (: Hong Woon owes me $$

Went Ying Xuan's house today ^^ Our Maths SIA meeting successful hor! HAHAS. Digress from the 4 of us to classmates to their boyfriends to Singapore then to China. Hahas! NYSE is even more successful -.- Die liao D: Think Wing Yan think! Woon Fang said Synergy topo will be very successful cos the Upper Sec seniors in Synergy know all the roads very well! Thanks for the praises! I'm super good at memorising maps and street names. I'm super lousy at memorising paragraphs D:

Went AMK to support Jun Wei, Bradford, Lester and Xuan Liang. In short, I supported MDAS. Walked around there and super tempted to buy the items handmade by the disabled people ><><

Went NTUC at 9pm, asking Hong Woon if we can buy this and that. Sian diao. Then 1 auntie kept saying we are very nice cos her daughter is so big and rich but never buy her anything before. Unfilial >< I helped her carry her stuff home cos apparently she bought too many things. Hilarious! Endless complains from her ^^

Ying Xuan helped me upload my pics on facebook cos I'm too lazy and stupid to upload >< Thanks (:

2010-06-11T10:15:00.000-07:00

Omg, he knows me far too well and gah gah, don't question me ok! Nothing going on ~ nothing going on ~ Can't help but feel a bit paranoid >< Must be stalking me somewhere TOOT!

NYSE! No inspirations. Elaine ask me to go Inspire concert to get inspirations. Thanks -.-

1.18am. My eyes are already closing but I cannot sleep, as in CANNOT sleep. Doing cards for each and everyone of you! Awesome kids who saved little money every day to buy cake for me yesterday! Hilarious. Hong Woon said whatever I buy they will like it ^^

2010-06-11T09:17:00.000-07:00

soh_hongwoon (11:06 PM):
Hey OMG i know u r offline now

soh_hongwoon (11:07 PM):
but really wanna THANK YOU for ur letter =D
its one of the best letter i have received
really thanks for the time u spent in writing the letter
HAHA and i promise to take good care of your good nephew k =D
hmm shall talk to u when u online

Hahas, yey! (: My pigeon flies too slow, sorry >< I guess only us understand this joke. Shh~

Mock Quiz. Ran to 7 11 to buy chocolates cos I bought but forgot to bring to school. Idiot -.- Not bad juniors! Keep it up! Writer gogogo!

Street sales today. After Hong Woon and Yi Wen came, they tempt Glenna and I to do something and OMG, I felt so awful D: Wanted to leave halfway cos I seriously felt very guilty but the 3 of them kept asking me to stay. Bought lots of tissue from aunties, helped more and more people to make me feel less guilty D: Oh and I saw Michael! Awesome junior! He's 18 but he's sec 2! Most of my friends are like this though (:

Went movie with the 3 and Hong Woon and Yi Wen sat at the front with heads on each other -.- Glenna and I automatic one, we sit at the back watching them hahas!

Hong Woon is buying me birthday present! OMG NOOOO! Aiya I seriously don't need a present from him, somemore he's Yi Wen's boyfriend, very inappropriate I think O.O He's giving me letter! This one I like ^^ He wants to go orphanage one day! Yey!!

Meeting Jun Wei tmr to go for event organised by Communicable Disease Centre. Aiyo, tiring freak...

2010-06-09T22:13:00.000-07:00

Mock Quiz tomorrow (: Understand what they are feeling now cos I went through it before. Jiayou juniors ^^

No rice no rice no rice (: More banana cereals more banana cereals more banana cereals!

Gah can't go for Jun Wei's power soccer tomorrow. I want to see the people having muscular dystrophy playing power soccer D: Next time, I promise (:

Sian diao. Today is my only free day and I should go and buy my Adidas bag right? Tsk tsk. Going orphanage later! Woots ^^ Miss them D:

Hong Woon calls me aunt just like Yi Wen. Thanks a lot -.- Talked to Hong Woon every night and I'm amazed by how much she knows about Yi Wen! Hahas ^^

2010-06-09T06:04:00.000-07:00

After lunch, we had meeting here. Irritating I know, but no other places to go ><
GLT! She will marry me and let me lie on her shoulder! Awesome shoulder ^^ Hahas, I shall marry no one except GRACE LEE TING! Synergy has a funny cheer that said "You say you number 1, I say you Tankuku" HAHAHAS ^^ Xin Ting go gigi cos of this line.

Sweaty me >< My body had kerosene, charcoal stains, rain etc etc -.-

Free flow! GRACE GO! Ole ole ole ole! Ole olehhhhh

Xinyi, Jiahui and Xin Ting.

Chun Min and Jocelyn. Gah, Grace and I cannot imagine what will happen to this kind of relationship after July...

Year 1s (above pics) ! Yi Ling's awesome eyes ^^ Bigger than mine I think ^^ Kah Poh, welcome to ST JOHN!

First person to cry in sing along session is me cos there's so many about friendship and I kept hugging squidmates. Lol ^^ Grace, my awesome friend ^^ Her cute personality is OMGOMGOMG! Year 1s and 2s welcome me ah? Hahas, it's for sing along session la ^^ Ging gang gooli by squad. Year 3s the last. WA SEH, MY VOICE BECAME SUPER HOARSE D:

I love this picture! I got wear shorts, I got wear Purple FBTs, hehe.

仨人！

Grace Lee Ting with her baby! I also have (:

Our babies ^^ Mine heavier leh, Grace. Grow up to be fatso D: Anyway, the firewoods are quite nice to carry la. Uncle kept telling us how smart Dunman girls were to come in a whole lot, carrying backpacks -.-

Kim Chin Joo or something like that! I really thought it's hot Korean guy la D: Anyway, Ubi is ulu indeed (:

Xiao Cheng is niceeee! He went China and asked me what I want. Pocky/Green Tea Oreo! He's buying for me ^^

MH going erm ya where did he fly to now? Anyway, he said he prepared a bag of presents for me ^^ Hehe

Weishan from my BSP group is in Fudan now! Buy ba zhu food! (:

Yup, anyone going China? I miss the snacks there, OMG! I haven't finish my pocky! 1 week 1 packet. Hehe.

2010-06-08T10:25:00.000-07:00

Ah Q I strongly advise you to be with Hong Woon forever! OMG he's a nice person! Happy together nephew (Yi Wen) and niece (Hong Woon)! Aunt supports you! I think your Serene Mum supports too ^^

Hong Woon is super nice! OMG. Another super gentleman and fun person from HC! Yey, happy to see Hong Woon with Yi Wen. Hong Woon and I will punch people if they bully Yi Wen (:

2010-06-08T08:38:00.000-07:00

Street sales was awesome today! Even Hwa Chong volunteers dropped their jaws when they see my results. Average 40 secs for 1 packet of cookie. I counted ^^

Yi Wen got his Hwa Chong Wushu boyfriend to come and he got his wushu team to come! OMG, love HC Wushu! Hahas, all nice people (: 6 people did together and earned $80 in 4+hours. I earned $200 in 4+ hours! Hilarious. But thanks Hong Woon (YW's BF) and Jia He (captain) a lot!

Got one Ang Moh baby played with our bear and his mum bo pian has to buy ^^ So cute!

Ate dinner with Glenna, Serene, Yi Wen and the 6 Hwa Chong Wushu guys! Ordered family feast for Nanyang ones! Glenna totally rock my socks man! Come for all street sales! She just sit there look after our stuff, but she's still awesome ^^ Yoshinoya family feast with YFC friends rock! Was trying to find some Wushu guy suitable for Glenna. Afterall Glenna still win 2nd for Wushu eh! ^^ HAHAHAS!

Hong Woon waited for Yi Wen to leave. I did till 9pm. Night rocks la. Everyone I approached buy from me cos it's late and they pity me ^^

Gah, and Jun Wei smile (: Paiseh la, sorry >< SMILE ^^

Busy! I love being busy ^^ Spending most time on YFC and homework and June Camp stuff now. Busy is good ^^

Settle for nothing less than perfect. I want everything to be more than perfect. You know it.

2010-06-07T02:25:00.000-07:00

Street sales yesterday. Ok lots of things to comment.

Lousy Wing Yan. Carried 5 MEGA SIZE cartons with Mummy and took taxi. My house is near Orchard so it's just $5. Then I realise I forgot to take licence and stickers. Took taxi home to take and came back. Jun Wei called me halfway and tell me he has got lots of copies to lend me -.- Taxi driver stopped me at wrong place and I bo pian have to run 2 MRT stops. Sad like mad D:

Ying Kun. Hmm, helpful but not gentleman? I carried one big bag of goods and walk from Orchard MRT to Somerset MRT to Dhoby Ghaut MRT to pass him the goods for him to sell in Gan Eng Seng and Nanyang JC. Sweat like mad O.O

My pestering skills rock like mad too! I force people to buy and 7/10 people whom I ask will buy one. Hahas! But cannot reveal my tricks. Ahh but I was too busy handling school sales goods and didn't go for lots of street sales. Busy like mad, but I love it! :D

Jun Wei FTW! OMG Zesto made use of him. Sorry >< He helped us carry our goods and sit under the hot sun for 6hrs to look after our goods. He even helped me get drinks. OMG, thanks a lot! ^^ Sorry!

Song Sheng Qi FTW! He came Orchard to work and came to support by helping me get goods for school sales. OMG, super voluntary! Hug hug Sheng Qi ^^

Sold till 8pm. Super tired, super sweaty, super happy, super bonded, money QUITE heavy etc etc. I love the team who stayed till 8.30pm yesterday! Awesome Wing Yan with Brilliant Serene with Fantastic Glenna with Excellent Bou Bow! Brightest 4! HAHAHS.

Today there's fire trial. My fire prettiest ^^ You 3 envy me right! Hehe ^^ Then we went Ubi to buy firewood. The bus journey is long and we were not sure where we were going, but it's awesome taking it with squadmates! Talking and laughing and stuff. Even emoing with all 3 other squadmates on the bus seems fun! Hahas!

Bought firewood from a man with a very cool korean name. Was hoping that he's a cool korean guy but he turns out to be a ah beh -.- We were all carrying our bags of firewoods like they were our babies. Walao Grace Lee Ting cock eye one, keep seeing bus 66 when it's not. Hilarious person! Took pic with Grace. Upload another time...Too tired. Took bus with Grace and told her lots of stuff. Ah, Grace Lee Ting, MARRY ME!! I love sleeping on your shoulder! Marry me please! D: D:

2010-06-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

Today was tiring... Busy from 7am till 7pm. Serene and Joei had to attend workshops on my behalf cos I'm seriously too busy to go. Sorry guys!

Inspire >< They earned so much that they have to send money to Singapore Mint to get accountants to count. The mastermind behind Inspire still doesn't want to step down, sigh. Omg, I seriously hope to recover my seed funding tomorrow. I'm so going to do one thing with Serene that no other groups will do ^^

Missed triage and buying of campfire stuff >< Sorry D:

Jing Huang totally rocks my socks la! He's coming to Orchard to get goods even though it's freaking heavy! And I'm not going to have any connections with ACS. MH i know you will buy everything. No no no, I'm going to sell on my own ^^ I limit you to buy 1 bear only ^^

YFC. NYSE. BSP. SYNERGY. HOMEWORK.

And oh yes! I helped Ern Tian in her secret mission. OMG tiring please. None of you all can access to them except me so asked me to help you! Tsk tsk, Ern Tian you must come for our street sales already! Owe me 1!

Tired, sleeping at 3am everyday! When is the real holiday coming D:

2010-06-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

Today informal takeover. Not sure if I did well, but well at least squadmates think it's fine (:

Year 1s drills got improvement over the 2hrs, which is belly belly good! (: Keep it up!
Year 1s first aid gah gah, study more ^^

Went MDAS for meeting cum collecting goods. Si beh heavy. Serene, Joei and I cannot carry all. Papa came to help! Woohoo superman! Oh took pictures with the patients. Posting on facebook and blogs soon ^^

Came home for YFC meeting with them. Yi Wen is going to be bedridden for a month. OMG, firstly, her health ><>< OMG, i'm covering all your duties now. Get well soon, please! Love you nephew!

Serene went to collect 400 heart rose candles from IDOIDO wedding favours. OMG, other than pretty, I really have no comments! IDOIDO rocks! Publicise like mad for you, baby! ^^ My house is full of stocks now -.- Ah need to photocopy license! FAN JUN WEI! HELP ME D:

Oh met Song Shan today! Hilarious, so coincidental! And Serene totally made my day! She said she was smsing me to chat, then when I didn't reply for very long, she felt so empty! Aww!! ^^ Hahas, MH said the same thing before, but his is not that touching! HAHAHAS! Suan si ni! (: MH overseas! D: Miss you miss you. Buy things for me! ^^

Year 2s bought me A chopstick from Malacca, literally A chopstick! Hahas, thanks (:

Sian diao, tmr triage I want to go and practice for camp, but there's meetings with HCI and YMCA.

My june holidays are 95% booked! Hahas, I want to go art museums with MH!

2010-06-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

BSP camp! Omg, freaking cool! Sports school's hall equipped with air con. Their hostel is awesome! But I hate the many locks that we have to go through using infrared -.- Food was so so. Oh, I saw Tao Li! Olympic swimmer (: Saw *******'s pictures under Jumps -.-

霸主is awesome! Hehe. The 文娱晚会was too high. One of my highest point in life. Hehe. 16 groups did different performances. We did dance plus skit. I teached the Hwa Chong guys how to dance Oh and they have to wear skirts. Hilarious. HC guys wearing NY skirts! They were hiding behind the curtains! When they appear on stage, the audience's screams were so loud that I cannot hear the music and I danced randomly with them D: My perfect Oh dance wasted D:

Hwa Chong's performance was brilliant! Bradford did wushu! HAHAS! Seriously I won't believe that group of guys who did Wushu is not from Wushu lor, but apparently Bradford is from NCC -.- The Wushu is aiya, too good to comment. Sorry sorry was nice too! Great HC dancers! HC school song. HC and NY kept cheering to compare who's louder and RV and Dunman were stunned, hehe! ^^

After that everyone ran and jumped and danced and OMG, freaking high. ALL participated in the run+jump+dance! Helped Xiao Jing got Sheng Hui's number -.- Woohoo! She's jealous when Sheng Hui piggybacked a girl during that super high time. We high until around 11pm. Hoho!

Took pictures with Bradford! Idiot leh, stand so far! Shall take with him again when we go East Coast. He was like a tree standing so far away from me ><><

he he ha hee我们是 BSP!
he he ha hee我们双语精英！
he he ha hee我们学贯中西！
he he ha hee我们天下无敌！

YFC! sponsors seriously rocks!
Mr Liu Thai Ker (can google his name) donated money to us ^^
Jack's Place sponsored 10 $10 vouchers
IDOIDO wedding sponsored us 400 heart rose candles
Beauty centre sponsors us facial masks or something like that (自动找上门！）

Oh, I dug out my DISC info already! I'm challenger!

Determined and driven to excellence in all she does, WING YAN tends to be very competitive. She is not afraid to go for what she desires or wants, and is willing to put forth the effort for success. WING YAN is not afraid to challenge others in her quest to achieve her end goals, but she also respects positions and authority and is not unnecessarily confrontational.

Neat and orderly, others usually see WING YAN as practical. She needs adequate info to make decisions and she will consider the pros and cons. She may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalise her emotions. WING YAN likes ot clarify expectations before undertaking new projects and she will follow a logical process to gain successful results.

WING YAN prefers a rational and moderate approach when first entering new situations and tries to avoid extremes. She likes the company of others, but she is equally comfortable spending a quiet evening alone. She is a realist who will always weigh her options before she makes a decision to move ahead.

WING YAN doesn't care for routine and will often actively change monotonous situations. She tends to march to the beat of her own drums and prefers to do things on her own so that she can work at her own pace. WING YAN is sometimes seen as being in a hurry as she moves quickly from one thing to the next.

AH, I think it's 90% true!! Hahas, DISC is awesome. MH you are filthy rich man. He's going to pay to do this quiz cos his school didn't provide -.- Expensive man!

1) YFC
-meeting agenda
-plan to get stocks
-street sales contact list
-expenditure list (Khiu in OBS! MA THER!)
2) Plan for informal tmr
3) IH

How am I sleeping tonight D:

2010-05-30T08:53:00.000-07:00

Went Nanyang Boarding School to get a ws from Xinying. She's a bit upset when I told her it's almost impossible to go China pavilions in Expo D: Woon Fang didn't go ><><

Went Orchard to support Jun Wei, Bradford, Xuan Liang and Lester while doing my "recee" for my street sales. Bradford a bit shocked when he saw me o.o Bought a bear from him when I'm selling the exact thing >< Bought mentos for all 4, but I ate 1 row cos I didn't know Lester coming late.

Paired up with Bradford to sell. Didn't teach him how I sell, but I could earn $20 in 10 minutes. He kept asking me to teach him, hahas. There's damn lots of Nanyang Girls, Hwa Chong guys, Raffles guys etc at Orchard all doing the same thing -.- Tell the Nanyang Girls who your mum is! Hahas (:

I saw a kid who's falling down, so I went to help. In the end, she fell on me. Gah, pain. Minor sprain on my ankle so Jun Wei asked me to rest first. Read IH notes -.-

Went for lunch. Xuan Liang was trying to be optimistic, so funny! Bradford told Xuan Liang not to go for lunch with Jun Wei and I to be light bulb. OMG! -.- They made use of 小的 (Yi Wen's bf's junior) to help tend booth then we went for lunch. They were having a hard time deciding where to eat in Ion, so they asked me to help them choose. Hahas. Burger King ^^

Told Jun Wei to help me buy 1 cheap burger will do, cos I don't like soft drinks. He bought me a pretty large burger with a meal and more expensive than his I think. He doesn't want me to pay him >< Aww, I missed the blueberry cheesecake that I ate with them yesterday! BRADFORD I WANT TO EAT AGAIN!

One group selling make a wish pens at Orchard too. So many nanyang juniors miraculously know me and ask me to buy D: One Hwa Chong one told Jun Wei to buy and Jun Wei bought it but gave the pen to me. Lol, quite pretty hahas (:

Went to buy a bed. $820 excluding mattress, just a rack. Ok la, acceptable ^^ $300+ for a desk too. Hehe (: Papa wanted to let me buy myself cos he wanted to watch TV -.- Give me a card and cash to sit taxi and buy furnitures, I'm going to spend $3000+ man! Nono, I cannot buy expensive things on my own! Oh Yi Wen is my group treasurer. I cannot handle money, ps ><

Birthday dinner. Sian diao. So tired that I fell asleep on his sofa while others were playing mahjong. Ahem, I'm a bit hopeless leh. Don't know how to play cards, mahjong, Monopoly etc. No childhood, bo pian ><

I LOVE SERENE A LOT! Thanks for being so awesome! (:

2010-05-29T05:51:00.000-07:00

Ah as requested by MH, here's a post for you!

Thanks for always coming to my house at around 9.30pm to talk on the phone with me when I'm in China!
Thanks for always asking if I'm fine when I'm in China!
Thanks for buying me lots of stuff for me when I'm in China!
Thanks for helping me settle some things here when I'm in China!
Thanks for talking to me when I'm feeling down in China!
Thanks for trying all means to help me get the MV "because i'm a girl" in the shortest time when I'm in China!
Thanks for everything (:

Went MH's house after meeting Jun Wei for lunch. Discussed an impossible mission and played true or dare with his friends who came later. He was forced to sing "With you" by Chris Brown to me! OMG! HAHAS.

I will rather choose "true" la! Toot! I was supposed to sing "Kiss kiss" to MH but I quickly changed to true! Hahas! Ps ps ><

Wa seh, I'm freaking busy man! Ahhh...
Lots of YFC stuff
Lots of CCA stuff
Lots of Maths stuff
Lots of IH stuff
Lots and lots of stuff to handle.
Thanks Jun Wei for helping me with YFC stuff (:

2010-05-29T01:53:00.000-07:00

Spain
China (:

Beloved Glenna!

Can't remember what it's called in English. Aww, I miss Nina! Nina shall be my photographer when I get married! HAHAHS!

Eating KFC with gloves -.- Put lots of thousand island salad dressing on chicken -.-

Me and Nina in Fudan Uni! Glenna is awesome at jumpshots!

I asked Neilson what he wants me to buy for him he said he wants condom -.- Luckily I didn't buy. Cos my luggage needed 2 people to sit on top and force the zip to close -.- HAHAHS! And it exceeded by 10kg ^^ Paul Tan said he cannot stand my style of shopping o.o Bo Pian la.

Waiting for the canon to shoot me -.-

Wushu laoshi chose me to speak to media and he told me I will be on China tv -.- Wushu all passed cos we trained quite hard. Last batch one was hilarious! Paul Tan said only half passed.

Everyone was touching the small boy cos he's really cute! I like another one more, but not in this pic (:

Hello!

Me! By Glenna hehe! I love my Coach wallet from Mummy (:

I've got ear infection since last year and actually it hasn't really heal. Woon Fang is trying to make me deaf man!

Bunkies!

Yee Shin and Nat. I danced "Oh" and Nat danced "Sorry sorry". Ying Xuan always helped me pull up my shirt when I danced the part where I have to touch my thigh and squat down. Hahs.

Squaddies in China-Singapore classroom!

我的黑马王子！

Casslynn and I!! (:

Too many pics to upload D: Anyway, just got back my report book. 1.9. Hmm, Ji Laoshi didn't want me to take IH test on that day because my MC said I still got fever. I wanted to get things done and over with so I went to do. I studied so much for it, I love IH, I knew I could do well, but I got F9 cos I wrote shit. But my normal work pulled me to C5. My first subject that got below B4. Languages A2, Sciences and Maths A1. So 1.9. IH!!! D:

Cram school during sabbacs week. Wanna cry man! Studied like mad D:

YFC! There's good news and bad news. I did so much that I'm almost breaking down. Somehow I'm really not one who likes distributing all the work. It feel safer doing yourself, though it's really tiring. But there's my awesome Serene who can always help me with planning. And my awesome Yi Wen who can help with aesthetics! And hmm, Joei, I guess she needs a break or what. Ok, I take your work (: Happy resting ^^

Then we are sort of collaborating with HC! There's Jun Wei (group leader), Bradford, Lester and Xuan Liang. Yi Wen is dating with a Hwa Chong Wushu guy and she's like trying to match everyone up! OMG!! She matched me and Jun Wei up, Serene with Bradford up. So embarrassing!

I'm like quite close with Jun Wei even though we only know each others a few days ago. Yey! I found someone who doesn't like taking MRT, prefer bus, loves charity, prefers Chinese songs etc! Hahas, hi 5 friend! He and Bradford are freaking gentleman! Will help open doors, pull chairs for ladies to sit etc. OMG! Anyone knows who's Bradford's mum? All Nanyang Girls will see her every weekday and everyone will know her for sure! Hilarious! My Nanyang charity dinner settled partly because there's Bradford! He likes history! Woots. I went China, I bought lots of books on Wen Jia Bao, Hu Jin Tao, Mao Zedong, Zhu Rong Ji, Japan's history, China's history, WW2 etc etc! Hehe (: Shall lend him one day.

Oh and Mdm Heng, ahem ahem, she bought a book for me just because I picked it up, looked at it for a while and walked off. Hahas, quite motherly (:

Jun Wei, Serene and I went arcade yesterday. I was sitting down, watching him drive for damn long. All win O.O Today I had lunch with him after having lessons with Xuan Liang and Bradford. He had YFC lessons in NUS, so he came earlier to have lunch with me! Yey, thanks (: I want your notes! Didn't get to join the lessons cos in China it's really inconvenient to send application forms. Sigh.

2010-05-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

I tried so hard to get the MV in China because Youtube, Blogger etc was banned.
I listened to it almost everyday using www.haoting.com.
I cried evey time I listened to it.
I love this song like mad.
All because you were the one who told me about this song when I was feeling down.
All because you were the one and only person I will talk to when I was feeling down.
I promise I won't listen to this song again.
I promise I won't use a single thing from you.
I promise I won't use a single word you taught me
I promise I will try my best not to remember you.
I promise I will avoid you.
I promise.
很难做到，但我会尽我最大的能力。

2010-05-22T20:50:00.000-07:00

We are NYNA marching through HQ

People see us people run, people scared of us

You can see us doing footdrill

You can see us doing case

You can see us doing HN

You can see us shout HALT

1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and this is CPR

1 and 3 and 5 and 7 this is Disbelah

1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and this is CPR

1 and 3 and 5 and 7 this is Disbelah

This is wo men la

NYNA LAAAAAAAA

Juniors made this board to support us (like fangirls!). Grace and I were snatching to bring it home, hahas! Thanks juniors (:

Jocelyn super artist! I got this penguin mama (handmade one!). Grace got penguin Papa! Hehe, interesting ^^

I wouldn't say the dinner was delicious. But because of the victory, because of our fan club, because of our teammates, because of the presence of NYSJ, it seemed especially nice. It's really one of the best dinner I had. All the laughters, all the bu she (i'm flying off the next day) etc made this dinner really nice (:

Our trophy! Whee~ It was really stupid when a team marched past us and we commanded and timed and banged especially loud (totally cover theirs'). Irritating no doubt. Stupid no doubt. BUT WE LOVE IT! HAHAHAHAHS!

Beloved NYNC! I love the place behind!

The place where butterflies all flew into my stomach.

The place where we ate all the food seniors prepare for us.

The place where I tried to kill the butterflies in my stomach using the food i ate -.-

The place where seniors are busy preparing their gifts for us.

The place where NA study last minute first aid.

The place where I cried when reading letters and receiving gifts.

The place where we stayed before zonals.

The place...

The friday night before zonals, I ran from coro to nanyang because the jam was really slow and everyone was waiting for me. I'm really sorry >< I didn't feel the sickness in me when I ran, really (: After seniors helped me check my uniform and stuff like that, our squad went to eat Pizza Hut. Fang and I ordered this pasta (:

Grace ordered baked rice! I likeeee~ Gah, they don't let me eat spicy pasta, fried stuff, baked rice etc because I got fever D: Qi fu ren D:

Lao Cheong's one ^^

The baked rice was just enough to fill 1/10 of Grace's stomach so she ordered this too! Hahas, hilarious. Fang: commander and timer cannot eat fried food la!! I eat I eat, I sacrifice. Thanks a lot man fang!

Thank you teammates for giving me strength to continue, for giving me courage to conquer, for giving me memories to remember, for giving me happiness to keep within. Thanks! No.4 loves each and everyone of you!

Grace Lee Ting, sharp and cute voice. Commander!

Cheong Kar Lai, girly. Home Nursing and First Aid partner!

Tai Woon Fang, manly and split personality. March in front of me! CPR!

Chang Wing Yan, ego. Timer! LERB!

Feng Chun Min, xiao bu dian. Egg of our family!

Aww...

No doubts that trainings were tiring

No doubs that we used to have conflicts

No doubts that we used to question why were we in comp

But it's after zonals that I started to realise

Hey, I actually miss trainings.

Hey, I actually miss bickering with you all.

Hey, I actually miss comparing who sweated more during training.

Hey, I actually miss the times when we laughed during trainings.

Hey, I actually miss the times when we cried during trainings.

Hey, I actually miss trainers' different ways of guidance.

Hey, I actually miss my echo in carpark.

Hey, I actually miss telling others that I'm a No.4 and timer.

Hey, I actually miss Comp Team!

无论如何，我们都会是永远永远的好朋友！只因为，我珍惜.

2010-04-15T08:11:00.000-07:00

NYNA'10. Eh don't feel offended by using dogs to represent us ah! Hahas.

Throat pain pain >< Pi Pa Gao + Panadols...

Today's Serene's birthday. Once she entered the class, we sang happy birthday song to Casslynn, then she felt so paiseh. Hahas, my brilliant idea ^^ Gave her a pretty card and a golden gift (: Yi Wen's present was...O.O Yi Wen is Serene's "son". She made a keychain for her with the words "Mum". I laughed for 3 mins. She took out another keychain and said "This is mine. Got the word "Son". OMGGG! Damn hilarious. I laughed for another 5 mins.

Break I went to collect Pizza for Class farewell party for Fudan girls. Paul Tan and Mrs Phua came along ^^ Ate half of it only cos the PRCs were late, and I let Xinying ate half of it. Morning till 5pm eat only half a slice of pizza, I was damn damn hungry >< Maths remedial with Mrs Phua after that.

Lessons were fine except Amy Lim's one. I'm very sorry but I slept. Was sneezing non stop, super tiring D: I think only Sir Wilson understand my agony cos we have the same condition -.-

After school, Maths remedial. Other classes cannot come cos there's Napfa! Yey. Fang and I adjusted the temp until 22 degrees to see if we can tahan the weather in China. In the end, both of us were shivering like shit. Went to wait for our dads to fetch us.

Papa brought me to Toa Payoh and asked me to wait for a while. 15 mins later, he came back with a set of earphones! Aww, Papa's the sweetest! Fang said my family is damn unique. Ya the pooing thing right! Hahas ^^

Went home to sleep cos I'm feeling damn tired of sneezing and coughing with my needle-like throat. When I woke up, I realise I got fever too D: Wtf. Called Woon Fang and started crying. Friday...last training, pass boots!! Sat...ZONALS!!! Sunday...Shanghai!! OMG, I'm damn worried. I got sore throat once in my comp journey only, why am I having it again NOW?!?! Fuck!

2010-04-14T06:55:00.006-07:00

Got a scarf at Forever 21. Wool one, hehe. Around $20 (: Mummy always got the best lobang! ^^

My soles ><>< I went to kick twice and the super heavy door started to open! My mighty kick! Hehe ^^ Oh btw, THANK YOU MH for getting Bruce Lee's limited edition DVD for me! Gosh, I'm super happy la. Hahas ^^

Fang said she will eat a lot on Singapore Airlines cos the food is free! HAHAHAS! Miss Tai is famous for calculating!

Shanghai weather today is 4 degrees. Shivers...

After school went to find lao Phua for maths remedial while waiting for others. Super early ^^

Tan Liang Hooi (our physics teacher)
Tan: Class! This is the centre point! Take note, it is the centre point for physics, not the one near Somerset MRT.
305: Hahas.
Tan: Which silly person will go to that boring shopping mall man? WHO!!!
Tan: Don't tell me I'm the only one?
Wing Yan: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
Tan Liang Hooi damn funny! Always suan Khiu Yi Wen one! Hahas!

Flying on Sunday wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
But before that day is zonals.
All I can say is KAMBATTE! Study first aid now. Today is my only free day left (:

Serene's birthday tomorrow! HEHEHE~ <3 Serene!

2010-04-13T08:16:00.000-07:00

Gah Monday was horrendous D:

My bus knocked into a car (the car's fault) and I was sitting nearest to the bus driver, so my head kena hit :/ Drivers go out of vehicles to tan2 pan4 -.-

After midnight I'm still doing IH SIA, alone. D: IH SIA group leader's job got A DAMN LOT man D: Oh I got full marks for IH assignment! Yey<3

Team run. The last minute spirit returned to us again :D But my back D: Was like holding my back throughout the 8 rounds -.- By the way, how many more team runs can we have? O.o?

Maths for break. No more lunch drills for Woon Fang and I anymore. Worried. 10 mins break for me to reject all Woon Fang's ideas for our Sec 4 Chinese SIA. Need to bring a product from Singapore and introduce to the big companies in China. Woon Fang requested to be the "product" -.- Glenna and I thought of ERP, Newater etc, but Ji Jian Li said too big a project D:

Ji laoshi came in and said BSP students had to go for BSP translation class. I cried on spot cos I'm group leader for the project and I know very well it's not up to standard. Too stressed over the product thing and BSP translation. I like business, that's why I want it to be the best product but I really couldn't think of any D:

After school, our group went for Fudan meeting and finally thought of a damn good plan! Bring that in to China and we are gonna be famous! HAHAHAS. I was super relieved please :D

Today took YFC group photo in the morning in quad. Oh Serene and Yi Wen, must bring them on Sat ah! (:

Maths remedial for Fudan girls again during break and after school. Mrs Phua kept telling me not to feel so stressed but I can't help man D:

I don't like Tuesday! 3 sciences with Maths is horrible. Info overload + hot weather = SLEEP! I was splashing water on my face to keep myself awake D:

Comp training (: Probably the 2nd last hour. My back suddenly became very pain when supporting casualty and when Grace touched my back, I jumped away. Sorry >< Pain pain D:

Grace lost her wallet and I poured out all my coins and gave her extra $2 just in case she's hungry on her way or what. Helped her searched all around. Lol, like your mother leh! Oh, and don't let the 2 things you mentioned today affect your performance (: 1) Don't care about ***** ****'s presence. 2) 都忍了这么久，就继续把。忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空！(: Jiayou Grace!! Best leader ah! *stares at Grace* Helping Quiz after zonals! Yey ^^

I'm organising team dinner on Friday after CCA! Hehe, I'm like our team's executive director! Grace's CEO. Woon Fang's stakeholder. Kar Lai's manager. Hahas! Eh we sound like a company right? HEHEHEH!

Jiayou teammies! The team I played with, in and for, let's give it our best shot. Sorry for missing so many trainings though...

2010-04-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

Sheng Qi called me early in the morning to ask me if I got bring jackets, tell me about the temp in China, cannot wear singlets etc. HAHAS! Aww thanks! (: Rat damn disappointing man D: He got lots to tell me but in the end he just tell me " Erm, enjoy your trip!" Gah, I will be back by your birthday (:

Met Glenna for lunch at Pizza Hut. Baked rice and pasta. I like basil crayfish the most but it's also the most expensive. She paid for the meal. Hehe. Next time my treat! Went searching for jackets with her, but J8's jackets are too thin D:

Went Orchard Ion. Glenna kept thinking I only use branded stuff. NO MAN! I don't mind wearing shirts with no brands (: But watches and bags cannot D: New Look got 1 shirt I like a lot and it's not expensive, but too low cut D: Went to another shop and Glenna FINALLY bought her jacket (: Quite worth it I think. Sweat Parka costing $30 (: I want a scarf eh...Scarf is so comfortable but $20 a bit not worth it D:

Brought Glenna to my house to study. She was like "exploring" my room and felt really sleepy. She opened my luggage a few times too -.- I started packing at 3am yesterday and slept at around 4am D: I bet Paul Tan will say this
PT: WA wing yan, I'm surprised a great shopper like you only bring a medium sized luggage!
WY: WAIT!! Inside got my SJ camp bag from army market! I still got 1 big Adidas handbag inside my schoolbag! HAHAHAHS
This is getting damn funny!!

Gah, sorry ah MH never eat dinner with you. I'm going China soon so I want to eat with my parents more often. Sorry ><

HARPY BIRTHDAY TAI WOON FANG

海角七號 - 情書歌詞 - [歌詞] 范逸臣-情書作詞：鄔裕康作曲：駱集益
一直到雙手像枯樹一樣斑駁
這些字才想起了當時的溫柔
一直到郵差走遍千萬個門口
這些信才想起了流浪的理由
一封封情書穿越緩慢的時空
代替我來不及說的含情脈脈
我相信離開終究會有始有終
有一天我將能為你描寫彩虹
一直到海角吞沒船尾的臉孔
這港灣才揚起那鹹鹹的海風
一直到時間終於一去不回頭
這些信才回到我愛人的手中
一封封情書穿越緩慢的時空
代替我等了好久的十指相擁
我知道回去不一定一路順風
只希望有天好好梳你的白頭
只希望有天好好梳你的白頭
-- 海角七號 - 情書歌詞 --
Thanks :)

My back D:

2010-04-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

Last visit. Felt kinda sad actually. Gave her a card to thank her for being with me since P3. She gave me a poster about happiness and asked me to recite it every morning! Hahas. Other than thank you, I don't know what to say (:

Went library to do maths.
Went AMK Hello Shop. So pissed that I wrote something negative on the feedback form. I waited for nearly 2hours. Isn't it common sense that as a company that provides services to others has to be fast and efficient? It is important not to waste customers' time -.- I totally hate waiting! :/

Had Taiwan cuisine with Mummy for dinner <3

Mummy went home first while I get something for Fudan trip. I saw a kid (less than 1 year old?) walking towards the drain and her parents were MIA -.- I went to pull away the kid but I ended up falling into the drain, hitting my back first -.- I was holding my laptop damn tightly in the drain cos I scared it got damaged. Gah, the kid was fine, happily squatting down looking at me. I don't know if I should laugh or cry, seriously. I climbed up myself and my back got a HUGE blue black D: Damn pain when I bend to the sides. Gosh, Napfa man, stop joking Mr Back! Roar, but I was glad the kid was fine (: A very cute Indian (: Hahas. My back D:

2010-04-09T06:06:00.000-07:00

PCCG Paul Tan allowed us to do homework while listening to him. Hahas. He said if our ears are not opened big big, he will kick our ass -.- Fang you have successfully imitated him! Grace's class got scolded by Ji Laoshi for doing homework during PCCG. Hahas, but Ji Laoshi is nicee~

Mild fever in the morning but it got better during break (: As long as the fever is less than 38 degrees, I always heck care one -.-

Khiu Yi Wen and I wrote a 诗（about Singapore)
上面住着个洋人
左边有个马来人
楼下住着个华人
右边有个印度人
中间就是KHIU YI WEN!
HAHAHHAHAS! The whole class was laughing at our poem man!

My boots D: Crocodile's mouth, ship leaking water, building blocks etc. Walao don't name my boots these names already. Argh...I used to dislike this pair of boots a lot cos I got lots of blisters from it. But it accompanied me through the comp journey. Gah, boots boots! Superglue is your only medicine I'm sorry D:

I'm growing fatter! Shit man! Glenda's getting skinnier -.- Her sexy legs! Hahas (:

Tomorrow is my last appointment with my doctor! Hahas, I won't deny that you are a good doctor, but I don't like seeing you. 6 years with you have been torturing D:

Papa came to school to fetch me home to change while he went for a meeting. After that he came back to fetch us to No Signboard Restaurant. Crabs ^^ Kang Kong ^^ Papa bought me my Adidas handbag! OMGGGG! He asked me to keep it safely and not let Mummy know first. Ok shhh.

Standing Board Jump always remind me of someone who always jump beyond the measurements. You jump in primary school, jump in national competitions, jump in australia, jump in china, jump in sports school etc. I don't know how both of us will feel if we meet each other during June. Awkward? Start bickering again? It's just weird :/ I miss you a lot as a friend (:

2010-04-08T05:56:00.000-07:00

I totally love the small round plaster! Dr Yeo was talking to me and I didn't know he already gave me an injection -.- Papa drove me to the clinic at 4pm then I told him the clinic will close at 4.30pm so he drove damn fast until I seriously need to hold on to the seat in front -.- Papa drove from Ipoh to Singapore yesterday in a few hours just to fetch mummy so that he can see me soon! In the end, got caught by police. But er...not many people in Malaysia will get fined for speeeding cos you just have to pay the officers a hundred riggits will do -.-

And I will have side effects for vaccination one lor. Shit man D: Next week got block test, got tonnes of homework, got zonals and my shanghai trip! Die liao. No fever please, please! I start to have flu already, that means it's coming soon D:
My favourite 2 books now! Eh damn nice ok! But I got not much time to read leh D: I'm super stressed now until I'm seriously on the verge of crying. 48hours per day is not even enough for me D: I got a lot of things on hand until I seriously don't know which part I need to focus. Sian ><

Why is it like this ah? Anyway, washed out all the photos in my camera and spent like $10 just on squad pictures. Hahas! Keep them nicely in a album.

Want to list out my homework but I think it will take ages. Forget it man -.-

Remedials plus supp plus trainings plus meetings, aww, i need to go and find time to study. Only revised IH. Shan't care too much about Science since I'm not taking in Shanghai. Hahas. MATHS!!!

14.10 to run 6 rounds around the tracks. Lousy man -.- I think 10 seconds later than Fang -.-

My sit and reach cannot top the class liao la D: I only got 48cm, Tammy Yeo got more than 50 D: Tammy Yeo I will beat you ok! Hahas.

2010-04-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

Papa kicked my butt to wake me up! Tsk tsk. Just the perfect time to eat lunch.

Hid a lot of small chilli in Papa's noodles and went to shit. Papa saw it and exchanged with me. And my lips went numb la. Then Papa was laughing like mad beside -.-

Papa fetch me to MRT before driving 500km to Ipoh. Went Woodlands library to study with super smart Glenna and I was super efficient. Got to understand better about Chemistry (: Did a few questions on Maths too (:

The guy beside me sounds like someone but I couldn't figure out who is it until he said the word "Idiot"! HAHAS, Wang Jun Hao!! Aww! I miss Jun Hao (: Wonder how pro is he in swimming now? Wonder if he's still coping well with his studies? Wonder if he's still getting on fine with his gf? Shall contact Sonny soon (: Lunch together (:

Then went Long John with Glenna. HAHAS! She damn dude la, went to ring the Captain's bell. Then all the staff shouted "THANK YOU, PLEASE COME AGAIN!" Lol! Talked about a lot of random stuff and laughed for no reason -.- I'm so glad Glenna is my roommate in Shanghai (:

Reached home at 9pm. I saw the old people selling tissue, I want to buy but er...I don't like the tissue brand. I felt damn bad la. Gah...Why no one want to sell Beautex one! All sell NTUC brand one D: I gave up my seat to one old uncle then I couldn't stand properly cos I held too many files. My file dropped and my log notes got footprints :/

Wenzong is talking to me now (: Thanks a lot Wenzong (: He's having long distance love with ahem now! Hahas, bian tai! Have fun being a bian tai (:

礼物做好了。该送吗？不该吧。
失望。以小人之心度君子之腹。我的性格就是这样。我最讨厌明明和别人关系不和还要装着一副很好的样子。虚伪。

2010-04-03T03:57:00.001-07:00

Papa is supposed to go back Ipoh today but because of his work he had to go back only tmr and he was scolding his workers like mad O.O

Went library to study but I was so tired that I fell asleep for 10mins D: I slept at 3am and woke up at 7am -.- I forgot it's weekend -.-

Went to Papa's workplace to pass him his contract and went to eat dinner with MH. Got one ang moh touched my waist cos he wanted to give up his seat to me then MH went to do something to him. Walao lame la you -.-

You proved that no one can be trusted. You want to do this, then don't blame me for doing the same. How can you talk cork when you don't even know anything?

Why would you rather believe her than believe me? Wait, I'm still thinking...

要快乐。要快乐。要快乐。

Ah yup, I love stress. Give me more stress, really.

I'm sleeping after my mum has sleep tonight. She will be sleeping at 3am and wake up at the slightest sound. I can only continue with my Mother's day present after 3am. Walao, I'm tired leh, sleep earlier Mee~

2010-04-02T10:34:00.000-07:00

Walao too busy liao.

1) Campfire song lyrics (done)
2) IH assignment (done)
3) Campfire market research (Shop N Save damn sai la! No website to show operating hours one! I go at 7am tmr)
4) Revise Maths
5) Study Geo
6) Revise IH
7) YFC proposal review (done)
8) Mother's Day present (1/4 done) (Need to pass to BB or Ad to help me pass to Mummy on Mother's Day ): )
9) NYSE idea (done)
10) Maths SIA (whole thing can be finished by next week)
11) LA SIA (Shit shit!)
12) IH proposal hypothesis
13) Section 5 of Campfire proposal
14) BSP essay
15) BSP translation

Ah finish everything by Monday 3am! Except LA proposal and Maths proposal. Walao I'm damn busy.

Today went to cut my hair. Ah so short la D: Went to watch fashion show with Mummy. Walao she bought a pair of the shoes. Damn expensive. I saw Nike bags! Woah! I got one Adidas one haven't use yet, but I think I'm going to buy the Nike one! Super nice! Got sale ~ $119! Save money (:

Went AMK hello shop with MH. Rich kid, buy phone doesn't even look at prices one -.-

MH promise me to get me Bruce Lee's stuff! Woohoo! Eh I like him ok! He proved to the whole world that Chinese are not 东亚病夫 and won in every battle! Bruce Lee FTW!

2010-04-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

Sian >< Paul Tan said we won't have THAT much time to go shopping in Fudan D: I will start buying from Singapore Duty Free shops and I'm not joking ok, Miss Ang Ying Xuan!

Talked to Mun Ning for a long time yesterday night. Sigh...tomorrow will be a better day! (: So weird we talk to each other so often but in school we don't say much. Hahas. Mun Ning FTW!

Went for NYSE briefing during break. I love being busy (: And one of the reason why Fang and I join is to __________. (: Hungry like mad. Woon Fang and I rushed to buy burgers. Sick of burgers la D:

Pui Pui always make me feel very happy (: Pui Pui said Geog class 不怎么被老师看好，and she kind of regretted taking Geog cos teachers always stereotype these students as those who can't take 3 Sciences and think that History is too difficult for them. No lor, I think Geog is quite fun too, according to Glenda and Mun Ning and Grace! Jiayou Pui Pui <3 *pui jeng.

Walao Papa damn nice can! Got 1 12 year old kid go up to him to sell donation tickets at around 8pm yesterday. Papa finds him very ke lian and he bought 30 eh! $150 eh! Tsk tsk.

During Maths remedial today, Tammy Yeo made Fang and I tempted to do something la. Walao, Tammy Yeo! Now Fang and I depressed liao la! And Fang kept teaching me Jacq's vulgarities! 鸡蛋炒鸭蛋加咸蛋加你妈的蛋！Jacq is quite smart and kind, but super playful lor! Huh, still go clubbing! Will get caught la, my dear!

Training. Went swinging with Fang and Grace! I love my Malaysia house's swings! Damn big, can lie down one eh! Grace pushed me until super high! Papa sold one Malaysia house recently then now he's going to sell another one -.- Then I think Mum's going to sell her land. She has land of cocoa, olives, rubber etc. Walao why must convert everything to Sing dollars! D:

Going to cut my hair tmr ^^ Aunt's salon in Far East (: Her salon is like one of busiest cos she won a lot of awards (: Mummy's hair is like super difficult to cut, but she can still do it very well. Mum is going to treat everyone in her salon to the famous Nasi Lemak in Lucky Plaze. Hahas! Walao, if my hair is like Woon Fang I will cut a lot of patterns lor. I don't like wavy hair D:

Thanks Ming Hao (:

The feeling hasn't fade.

2010-03-31T07:32:00.001-07:00

Gah. 7/10 for Maths Quiz -.- Shit man, not improving at all. Fang best la. Always 9 or 10 one. Hahas!

I need to study QA (:

Need to take 2.4km next Monday morning just because we are going Fudan. Walao haven't train yet eh D: Must run with MP4 and Miss Tai! Hahas. Ying Xuan is going to force teachers to change it to the time slot after we are back from Fudan. Lol.

Tomorrow is April's Fool. Lol. Some people are going to change class with 306 for Tan Liang Hooi's lesson. But Amanda wanted Yi Wen and I to stay cos Tan Liang Hooi always look out for us, so we cannot disappear! HAHAS! Interesting. Plan came up by Fang -.-

Chem! Eric Tan's the setter for Block Test, so we are going to put our bags outside classroom and separate our tables and write "Chem Block Test" on the whiteboard. HAHAHAS! Bet Eric Tan will keep laughing!

Is it during Ji Jian Li's lessons that our whole class is going to turn our tables to face the back? Cannot laugh ok! Hahas! Then Ji Jian Li will surely ask us what the hell is wrong with us! 奇怪的宝贝们！Lol！

Going to Fudan real soon. I bet Fang and I will come back sticking together! Cos both of us are sitting on the plane by ourselves, that's why Papa is going to sponsor his friend for a trip to China just to take the same plane as us! HAHAHS, Papa damn hilarious.

I love brushing my teeth with Papa!
I love arguing about China's history and economy with Papa!
I love playing hide and seek with Papa! (we still play now -.-)
I love doing CIP with Papa!
I love helping Papa to massage and listen to him screaming!
I love touching Papa's nose with my 43cm long hair until he wakes up!
I love eating Jap food with Papa cos he will just sit aside and look at me eating -.-
I love Papa!
Sian, he's going Malaysia for a week cos it's 清明节 soon. Super filial, go back every year (:

2010-03-31T00:07:00.000-07:00

Hello Melissa. Hahas. I don't know you very well, but you come and stalk me! -.- Thanks for teaching me how to tie French plaits, but I still don't know how to tie -.- First aider, hi 5!

3 Sciences plus Maths. I'm almost dead -.-

Oh thanks Mun Ning for telling me that Glenda is hospitalised! (: Gah, Glenda get well soon! Hahas, I was like smsing her then I realise hospital cannot use phone, but she said it's allowed -.- Hmm...

QA is like shit. But I will read cos it's my responsibilty and I like studying. I just don't like exams ^^
Yesterday after drill had lunch with Fang and Kar Lai. All the laughters, all the pokes, all the sharing of food. all the emo emo stuff. Hahas. Kar Lai got 3 spoons for us! So sweet (:

Thanks Fang! You have been so engrossed in studies that you always dao me, BUT I STILL LOVE YOU! Cos you are my super awesome friend (: We grew so much closer as compared to Sec 2! <3
We didn't know we are worthless. we didn't know our efforts are uselss.
Hmm, don't feel like a dog just because you have to move when others tell you so, and don't feel like a maid just because you have to take care of small matters. You are wonderful, really.
It's not something we can learn in a few hours. It's not something which we can adapt easily.
We tried, but we failed. It's alright, we try again,
because we want to prove that we are not worthless, because we want to prove that we did put in efforts.
但心里一直告诉我们没用的。原来我们的地位是那么渺小。我们明白了，也再也不会哭了。往上爬吧，做你最拿手的事---把朋友留在后面。朋友，你还记得是什么吗？

2010-03-29T05:35:00.000-07:00

I had fever today actually, but pretended that I didn't have or else Mummy won't let me go to school D: But it's much better (: 37.9 (:

Wanted to go running in the morning but ended up talking to Fang in secret place. Hahas. What happens if today is 2008-01-05? Will we still do the same thing? Probably not. Asked Fang about Campfire. Thanks for the updates, Fang (:

似乎遥不可及。

Serene told me she forgot to bring application form with MDAS stamp and I almost went crazy running around NY. She took taxi home with Yi Wen then cabbed to YMCA by 4pm to submit. Whoo. But Walao Serene you live in Malaysia ah! Taxi fare $32 -.-

Drill. My sweat tasted cold. Hahas. But must time, cos Grace and Chun Min's throats not in good conditions. It matters to you a lot, I know. But commanding and timing is not what you can learn from papers. It requires practices. You did a good job Fang! (: You are an awesome commander (: Fang is someone I understand a lot, and also someone I don't understand at all. I sat beside you, cried with you, moaned with you. We both share the same feelings yet I don't know how to console you. Weird.
So from this you can understand how I felt right? Whoever says that process is more important than results, I doubt they really feel like this in their hearts. 付出并不等于收获。
We are escaping life to Fudan soon. I'm main first aider. Gah all teachers wanted me to be when Woon Fang's first aid is so much better than me. Then I'm also Chinese 公关！Yey! Have to conduct Q and A session with entrepreneurs in Chinese, talk to them in Chinese on behalf of the whole group etc. Damn cool! Hahas, anyway no one wanted to do in Chinese. Have to do a presentation about business at the end of 6 weeks. Graded highly wor. VP asked us if we want to do in Chinese or English. Walao, I'm the only one choosing Chinese -.- VP wanted us to do in Chinese in the end! YEY! I love VP!

PM Lee Hsien Long came Nanyang. Got dogs, bodyguards etc. Hahas. Went out of class to clap when he arrived. I was the one standing right in front of him -.- Miss Lydia Teo was saying "More money, more money!! We do so much shit, we need higher salary!" HAHAHAS.

Oh I'm doing YFC with Pui Pui in Sec 4 (: Serene and Yi Wen not bad too! Hahas.

I think I'm quitting to join NYSE (: I know what I like best.

I love
-Charity (:
-DANCE DANCE DANCE!
-business FTW!
Do you know?

Sir Boon Hwee and Sir Wei Liang asked me to be officer -.- I want dance in JC! And Woon Fang and I may join _______ together (: Hehe.

Dinner at restaurant.

Uncle B: You read Sun Zi Bing Fa? Amazing? Which chapter do you like most?

Me: (shit la, I only read the first 30 pages only so I began to crap). Erm, it depends on what's your situation, how much abilities and materials you and your followers have. Not only that, you have to use different plans based on where you are and what's the strengths and weaknesses of your enemies.

Uncle A: What do you think of the last chapter?

Raffles girl: Why bother fighting in the first place -.- Don't fight=no need to use. What's the last chapter btw?

Me: A lot of people think that the 36th one （走为上）is the most embarrassing one. But you rather escape with your followers first and plan again than letting everyone die right? It's the same as killing a king to take over his kingdom. There's no need to kill the whole kingdom.

Uncle A: Wa! Eh where's your dad? Next project I let him do, then you must come to my house often and talk to me ok?

Me: Hahas, he's in toilet! -.- Ah okok!

Wa Sun Zi Bing Fa saved my life man! Papa's going to buy me a Adidas bag ^^

2010-03-28T07:29:00.000-07:00

Gah, still got fever 38.0. Hmm, tmr must go to school la. Go away stupid fever! Went Toa Payoh to borrow Sun Zi Bing Fa cos Papa has to go there to pass his friend something and Mummy had to rush to JB to pass her medication card to my uncle. So Papa brought me along, or else I will be the only one staying at home.

Glenda had fever at the same time as me! Yey! Hope you recover soon too (: And thanks Mun Ning for keeping me entertained <3 Thanks MH for running from Thomson to Balestier to pass me Bird Nest -.- Thanks Auntie Helen for smsing me on behalf of the old folks. Hahas, must be MH who told the old folks in old folks' home! Lame pork!

Oh and I forgot to mention that the funniest part of the amazing race yesterday was someone commanded from a brigde and we marched at another bridge. So cool! Tourists kept taking pics, hahas (:

Tmr got log check, GCP briefing, Serene helping me to run to YMCA after school to submit proposal, dinner with some strangers in restaurants again -.- and hmm, nothing else right? Oh man, busy -.- Sorry teammates for not going training at HQ today. Mummy didn't allow D: Sorry. And sorry for smsing you all at 4am when I woke up to eat medicine cos I thought I could go in the morning and didn't inform you all early enough. Sorry ><

Fudan trip very soon = Zonals very soon = Block tests very soon. Sigh/smile?

It's not a valid reason.

2010-03-27T03:10:00.000-07:00

Hahas, I was waiting for Woon Fang, so bored D: We were supposed to meet at 7.45am, but Woon Fang and I left our houses at 7.30am. I reached at 7.34am, Woon Fang reached at 7.53am. Lol. So bored. Took a picture with yr 1s. Lol! Joey did the V sign behind LCPL wor! Lol, but nvm, I won't mind! So fun (: I almost did a split please -.-

My group erm has been the first (from the back) for almost all stations, then we rushed to HQ. We walked all around Padang, Esplanade, Suntec City, Clarke Quay etc then back to Beach Road. Sir Boon Hwee: Eh Wing Yan! 怎么办？I'm station officer, not group officer. So sian ):

Wing Yan: Hahas, cos they think you walk slow, that's why they didn't assign you to a group.

Sir Boon Hwee: Walao CHANG WING YAN!

Sir You Wei: HAHAHAS, AGREE AGREE!

Then he attempted to take off my Nike cap but failed -.-

Freaking hot D: Sir Boon Keong let us buy drinks. Thank god. Jia Hui didn't buy water, made me so worried D: Jin Tang and Will acted cool -.- Ignatius is a councillor?!?! I cannot believe it man! But he's very encouraging la. Was smsing with Wenzong throughout. Worried about Zesto cos there's supposed to be a meeting between group leader and VWO. Yi Wen and Serene got to go on my behalf. Sorry ><

Wth, why tom ba leh! Nvm la D: I love my squadmates and teammates (: Campfire tiring but we can do it! Woon Fang and I are quite worried about them when we leave Singapore. In fact, I seem to be working more with her than with Kar Lai and Grace cos need to settle things quickly for both of us. Sigh. Grace get well soon (: Sigh, recently so many people are sick D: Commander and timer too "hot" already! Hahas!

Zesto damn sweet! I shal try to win the individual special recognition award for Zesto alright? Other groups said this award is something like best leader award. Will try (: Woon Fang and I like individual work a lot more than group work. It's like easier to cope. During ANCOC, Sir wanted me to distribute work evenly but I really fen bu liao. It's like some don't do, some give not so good work, some go gaga then it's like not confident enough. Woon Fang also couldn't help me D: Well, but should work more on this area (: But I love Zesto! NICEEE to work with (:

Friday

Damn it man! I brought all my CCA stuff to school then MDAS told me to meet them after school cos they just read my email. Sigh D: I never do PT for a long time, grow fat liao D:

Faye and Grace supposed to take pictures. Then Faye wore full u to enter my class during Chinese lesson to ask for "Lcpl Wing Yan" then ji lao shi went "谁啊？" Hahas! A bit shock eh! She wanted to help Grace to ask for ______, _______, _______, and _______. Damn funny please!

Went MDAS in the afternoon with Yi Wen. Most of the staff sat on wheelchairs. They shook hand with me using their 2 fingers only. A bit sad. Then she asked us why we canceled walkathon, I didn't know how to reply cos or else will be a bit insensitive to them...They praised my talking skills cos I managed to convince them. They rejected some groups >

Thursday

Went Old Brown Shoe bar to meet a lady who kept hugging people -.- Serene ponned CCA just to meet this lady from Helping Hand Auction Company. She said until it's very difficult eh! Have to book hotel, order food, contact 100 bosses of listed companies, have cocktail session to make them tipsy before bidding, pay a few thousands to but signed items by Michael.J., Leonardo Dicaprio, Bruce Lee, Jacky Chan etc. Money isn't a problem cos I have lots of sponsors but it's still very difficult D:

Wednesday

I broke a few of my records.

我第一次哭得没有眼泪可流出来。

我第一次上学前完全没睡觉。

我第一次心痛得都快讲不出话。

你说过一辈子都不提起这件事。

为什么又要提起？

你哭着对我说对不起也于事无补。

我会选择在你面前当作这件事不曾发生。

但我这一辈子都不可能会忘记。

我撕裂了你的心，

但你应该知道我的性格是越内疚，

越不会道歉。

对不起，

是我没有用，

是你白养我。

没错，

没有你们，

我或许会死掉，

或许会受苦，

因此我应该感激，

不是伤你们的心，

但能不能不要再提起了，

求求你，

我快受不了了。

不要对我说对不起，

我受不起。

对不起，我爱你们。

2010-03-24T06:16:00.001-07:00

I LOVE YFC! Gosh, we spent so much time on the proposal la. Hahas (: It's really great being the group leader cos I enjoy organising events, distributing work, contacting external organisations etc. Now Joei and Yi Wen are supposed to contact listed companies in Singapore while Serene and I will contact anything related to religions like mosques, temples, churches etc (: I'm super proud of myself and Zesto la! Thanks Ding Jie for your help too (: And hahas, I enjoy poking groupmates' ideas. Muscle Dystrophy Association Singapore (MDAS) FTW!

Tomorrow no comp training. I need to meet the auction person before I can contact the artists. Excited hehe. After that, I need to visit MDAS.

Chang did the project first before choosing VWO! D: Bad bad D: Cos if you never choose VWO first, you won't have a theme and you don't know what's the best for them (:

I'm invited to business workshop by NUS business. I want to go eh! But it's on every Wednesday evening and Sat afternoon. Hmm, should I go?? I love organising, marketing, accounting etc. Gah, so tempting! But NUS in clementi D: D: Very nan de de chance eh...sigh.

I was damn pissed today. Have you ever thought about me??? It's damn annoying please! What's the problem with you? I will make you regret for sure!

Anyway, when I was on the bus today, I wanted to stand up and scold someone but MH was covering my mouth -.-
Uncle: 他妈的！你放学后就给我回家！什么补课，什么课外活动你全部都不可以去！你不要像你妈妈一样下贱，只会骗人！你白吃啊？要去补课？我不给你去！
Daughter: 不可以不去。爸爸，我没有骗你。
Uncle: 你再骗我，我哪里都不给你去，学校也不用上了。这间学校一个聪明的学生都没有，一个乖的学生都没有，你妈妈白吃才送你来这间烂的学校。难怪你也和其他学生一样烂！
And worse still, this school is MY school. I'm very sorry but I really want to use the word Fuck. FUCKING OLD UNCLE! You call your wife and daughter lowdown, who do you think you are man! You said everyone from that school is lousy, I want to tell you proudly THAT I'M A NANYANG GIRL WHO USED TO BE FROM BHPS. You said damn loudly on the bus, have you ever considered about the feelings of the pupils from BHPS?!!? Obviously there were many students wearing BHPS uniform on the bus. And also, what about your daughter?! She was sobbing like mad please. Gah, my parents have never scolded me in public and I cannot understand why you have to do this. Do this at home la, idiot moron with IQ 0, compassion 0. I really shouldn't have let MH stop me from going up to him to explain to him la!

Anyway, got my IC today. Blue colour. Eh i'm not joking but that picture is really pretty ok! Everyone said that. Hahas, I love my IC (: I got countless Ez link cards, 1 Malaysia IC etc. This picture is the best (:

2010-03-23T07:22:00.001-07:00

Gah, today was totally screwed. I guess only Fang knows why...

Morning Campfire discussion. I finished my logistic list but I haven't find a song yet. Gah. Woon Fang and I are determined to do as much as possible before going Fudan.

Break was totally D: D: D: How should I put it? I really cannot accept and I cannot believe myself that I actually went to do that. To Fang, it may be normal, but to me, I totally find it embarrassing. I'm sorry to say this. I went inside there and stared at the person blankly and cannot voice out my request man! I hate this.

Wanted to go for drill but it just ended D: Gah, I seldom go for lunch drills cos I'm seriously too busy. Shit man!

Never eat, hungry hungry. Fell asleep for 5 minutes during physics D:

BSP presentation. Was sleeping for half of the time and reading first aid for the other half. My boots are dead D: Became crocodile--open mouth big big, skin super rough D: D: D:

Fetched Kar Lai to her bus stop. Hmm, may never pass by that bus stop again I think....

Ya, I realise time doesn't fade everything. I still cannot forget how _________________. Until now, I still feel hurt but I'm pretending not to...

Can't you shut the fuck up? It's damn annoying seriously.

2010-03-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

Were discussing on the phone about all the biased people in our lives! HAHAS. Funny man. Hi 5 ****! We cannot stand people who are biased, even if it's to our advantage. We are never biased whenever we face a group of people, like from a Assistant Monitor's point of view, from a senior's point of view, from a volunteer's point of view. Same applies to my dear ****! Oh I think I'm only biased to 1 person in my whole life, I think **** knows who I'm talking about (:

Hahas, should have cropped out the face and put Fang's face in ^^

Team run. Grace Lee Ting made Fang and I 又气又好笑 la! Everyone finished except her, then she still want to take a long time to decorate! Then Fang was telling her about the good points of delayed gratification and I told her about bad points of procrastination. Damn funny! I think she was super pressurised. Hahas.

BSP symposium. Kind of regretted it cos now I got to write 论文 for assignment！Any idea how difficult it is?? Only people in university have to write leh D: I'm not that smart please -.- Freaking pissed. There's different categories like psychology of China people, economy etc. I quickly kope economy then teacher said it's one of the hardest -.- Don't care la, I like economy. After the briefing, went for drill. Long long never do liao D:

Campfire!

Hahas, I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT FANG TO BE CHAIRMAN! woots! Yey, she's AV and treasurer too (: I'm MC and Song IC with Banana! Yey! We shall be the best in history! I want to try something different (: Then I'm fire IC too. YEY WOAH WOW SHIOK! Scared of fire but I will TRY ok! I will TRY! Gah, Mr Kuo used to dislike me cos I don't dare to use bunsen burner! Shall create a BIG BIG BIG fire this time! (: Then logistics IC, erm. Today the 3 of us discussed a bit and everything ends up to be about logistics. I know cheap sources but Fang you must go with me ah! Must make sure I use the money wisely ^^ Grace go also, entertain us! Then Kar Lai go also! Check for cheap prices with me! Hahas. Then have squad lunch and dinner (: Woon Fang cheer up man! YOU WILL DO A GOOD JOB! HUG HUG (: Aiya, your efficiency 100, performance 80, very good ok! Grace efficiency 70, performance 85 (: Not bad, hug hug! Me, hmm, efficiency 90, performance 75. Hehe, I'm satisfied with my role. Important but not as important as chairman and vice. Cos I got YFC and BSP and Fudan, I definitely cannot handle D: Yey WHO SAYS 4 PEOPLE CANNOT DO?!?! GO EAT POOOOOO~ WE CAN DO IT MAN!

Went running cos I ate lunch with Fang and Grace at 4pm. Don't have the habit of eating lunch from 2pm to 6pm. Grace eat 2 plates of chicken rice plus a bit of mine still not fat at all eh! Jealous >(

why this BSP year got so many new things, take up so much of our time. Gah, my translation assignment due on Week 4. Sian ><>

Status: SUPER SUPER BUSY.

2010-03-20T08:47:00.000-07:00

I got it! Woon Fang's typical face! HAHAS!
厉害wor! Ask me to change out then exchange clothes cos you want to meet your boyfriend! In the end I wore t shirt with fbt! Gahh. Even my shoes have to lend you! My arms fatter than my legs! D: Oh to this friend of mine, you haven't return my watch man!

My lovely team! That time was after CCA if i'm not wrong. Everyone sweaty and tired. 4444 Ampat Ampat Ampat Ampat!

I'm damn sad la. My boots cracked at the back, split at the front. Then JUST THE NIGHT BEFORE MOCK COMP, all the powdery powdery thing came off so I polished from 10pm to 2am. The more I polish the more powdery thing D: Somemore it's on my left boot only. So ugly! Right boot shines, left boot so dull -.- Eeyer, Mr. Boots, please be a nice darling and stop all your nonsense.

Li Ting said I do the V sigh for at least 80% of my pictures. I didn't realise eh! HAHAS.

Forgot to post this valentine's day present! Pretty right (:

I wanted to buy 3 for OBS, but I ended up buying 7 from Forever 21. It looks nice and it's damn comfortable (: Can wear to China too!

Going to buy more clothes from Forever 21 (:

The moment I saw all these long sleeve shirts, I just grab all these. Hahas. Forever 21 got lots of nice clothes, esp the one at Somerset 313 (:

Mummy: Wa, 恩，你买这么多啊？

When she's actually holding onto more clothes -.-

1st Campus superstar. At Chingay. Hahas, I 'm like dian deng pao wor!

Sonny JunHao (: He got lots of muscles from swimming, hahas. He loves art, yey! OH SHUCKS, THE V SIGH AGAIN!

Hot air balloon! The campus superstar inside lol. He's actually my future senior if I managed to go HCJC eh! LOL.

Pretty (:

Went Joei's house for the steamboat! May said she will organise during Christmas but won't be inviting me! I GATE CRASH AH! MUST INVITE ME!!!

Gerald Lim! Ah, I received a prank call yesterday, damn funny! I just realised it sounds like him wor!

Cute cute one, hahas.

Japan ^^

Or is this Japan?? Erm...aiya, one of them la (:

Egypt

BSP symposium today. Saw Arturo, Luk Yean, Kenneth Loh and Zhihan. Arturo went for CCA I think cos I saw Kenneth Loh in full u and Arturo went MIA. Hahas. Kenneth Loh kept looking at me so I just said Hi lor. Then instead of saying Hi, he just widened his eyes! HAHAHAHAS, I still remember what he did last year. He was like using his finger to point his brain and go round and round like he's going to shoot his brain -.- Then Grace and I signalling to each other (stewards cannot talk) and kept laughing. Epic

China economy by a Beijing University professor! Wa that one I copy lots of notes. Then after break I'm starting to feel very low and I fell asleep during NTU's professor lecture! Food + Aircon = sleep! Gah, got talk about Mao Zedong and Deng Xiaoping eh! I LIKE EH!!! Gah.

Met one girl and we started talking and laughing like mad cos both of us are equally lame. She wore the "Intelligent Person" jacket (IP) -.- She sang me a song but I can't remember the lyrics. Something like "You live in Loserland, with a loser flag, population 1, and that is you, LOSER!"

Bou Bow learning dance with me! Oh yey. Studio Wu is niceee.

MH's shirt has a button on the shoulder. Like full u, hahas. Then I was so tired that I fell asleep on his shoulders, then I woke up with one big circle on my forehead. Have to cover it for damn long, so ugly please. Walao MH, I wonder how I can fall asleep with my forehead on your shoulder. Remove that button! HAHAHS.

2010-03-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

Hahas, there's obviously something wrong with MH! Eh I show you these desserts for fun only. MH attempted to make these for me but erm, not quite successful hor? HAHAS!

Got the urge to post pictures. Ok later.

Mock comp yesterday. I'm neither happy/sad with our performance. Maam Hui Ming said she's very happy with the results. Well, it's not exactly a fair competition cos Arturo wasn't there cos he's sick and it's TOC vs Home Nursing. But still, let's congratulate NYNC! And a pat on NYNA! And jiayou to Hwa Chong (: And get well soon, Pearl's row row row your boat! Hahas, I think only Pearl knows who I am referring to. Hint hint: Pearl is in council. HAHAHAHAHS!

My timing was deep and high and loud and soft. Gah...Sheng Yang was in charge of my casualty. I asked him if the casualty had whales he didn't seem like he understand. Ya I think it's quite hard to understand la. Then I asked him is 10mins up for around 5 times, he still didn't understand. In the end, he just said "yaya". Lol.

Woon Fang met Kenneth Lim the previous mock comp. Yesterday she met Kenneth Loh. Both her casualty sirs. Aiyo, the way Woon Fang imitated them was damn funny!

Oh Ding Jie never come for mock comp! Aiya, both mock comps also never come, tsk tsk. HCJC is like damn near man! I want to ask him something leh...

Didn't have any post-mock-comp-activities. Quite surprised...

Should have more FULL-team attendance trainings. I missed the last training sorry guys D:

Papa had Mercedes, BMW, Honda and Nissan before. But I never seem to appreciate only until now. He woke up damn early to fetch me to school during mock comp! Papa hug hug (:

What pains us is that you are not willing to go through thick and thin with us. If we have been

through more than 2 years together, why can't you stay with us for another hour? There is no need to escape punishments.

2010-03-12T17:28:00.000-08:00

OBS (:

Day 1
learn how to kayak. admin=boring.

Day 2
Abseiling aka climb down a cliff with a rope. Scary. Ming Sei and I started crying. Damn it. Scared of heights la. Chung Tai said it's more than 20m leh D: Like at least 9 levels of flats can -.- Slept under the tree while others did abseiling. Boring.

Day 3
Raining like shit. Went for sea ex in the rain. Got migraine when I kayak for 3km. Still got around 10km to go leh! Chung Tai brought me to medical centre and the nurse said "Aiyo, darling, your blood pressure so low one?" -.- How I control... Boring. Chung Tai brought me back to my watch during evening.

Oh usually people will apply damn lot of sunblock and wear long sleeves and pants. Grace Lee Ting hor, she saw obvious tanlines, she quickly rolled up her sleeves so that she can be more tanned. Aiyo, next time wear bikini to go kayak la! Hahas.

Day 4
Hiking! Woots. I love this! I love walking (: We were the best watch please. Reached the earliest, doing the most checkpoints. 6 checkpoints by 4.30pm. Others did 2 or 3 checkpoints only. Yummy dinner. Danced with watch-mates.

Day 5
Jetty Jump=fun. Admin again=boring. Went back to mainland.

Our watch (Cheng Ho) was one of the strongest watch eh! Woo. Liyana(Republic Poly) was a fun instructor too (on attachment). A lot of people want to be in Chung Tai's watch. Hahas.

Pearl called me darling.
Ying Xuan called me girlfriend.
Jamie Phua called me darling.
In the end, they ended up fighting! Hahas.

Did first aid everyday D: Oh I taught people the carpenter cheer! Hahas. Jacq bian tai! Her instructor said her watchmate had "char siew buns", so she wanted to say that her instructor has "baby banana". But the instructor only heard "baby", so he thought Jacq liked him! HAHAHAS. Oh Jacq's in Fang's watch (Hilary). Her watch like so bian tai, fuck non stop one-.-

Other watches came to steal our equipments D: They told me to go and take other watches' equipments but I don't dare. Walao, it's like damn irresponsible. Cannot anyhow take. Jiayu's watchmate said I'm too nice to do such things. Hahas, not that I'm nice, but it's irresponsible. They take yours not equal to you can take theirs.

Yee Khoon and I are buddhists. She said buddha said cannot harm animals, so should refrain from eating meat and be a nice person. She's a vegetarian leh. Oh no, I'm motivated by her to be one.

I prefer June Camp and NCOC to OBS! Grace and Fang think like me too! Hahas! Kar Lai likes OBS more cos she said can always disappear from watch, lol. Rui Teng was in my watch. Everyone was quite pissed with her for the first few days, cos she always Ouch here Ouch there. Then quite rude to instructors too. See ants run far far. Sigh. Hope she becomes tougher.

Dad fetched me home but I ran to Dad's office to get my homework back first. I met my dance teacher. I wanted to hide but cannot. She said "Once a dancer, forever a dance, you must do exercises regularly and be lean!" Her lean=skinny la! I said I just finished OBS but she forced me to run with her -.- She's a scary teacher. She doesn't allow me to eat anything one D: She used to sit on my back to push me down when I'm doing split. The whole of next week I walked like a duck 0.0

Papa wanted to buy me Ipod Nano but Mummy said too ex. Mummy wanted to buy me MP3 but Papa said too cheap. So half half, I got a MP4. Hahas. Fine with it as long as I can run and study with it.

Papa asked me if I wanted a new laptop when my laptop is less than 1.5 years old cos he said he wants to learn how to webcam with me when i'm in Shanghai! So cute, hahas. No need la, will call back every night throughout the 42 days.

Oh man, I'm super busy la! BYEEEE

2010-03-05T18:14:00.000-08:00

Woon Fang seriously think I'm getting richer -.- I'm still veryyyyy poor!

Papa just bought a car. He told mummy the minimum prize but then he added the best sound system ($5000), best lights ($4000), best leather seats ($3000). So it's like $12,000 more. Mummy seems quite pissed wor -.- Papa bought a pair of White Adidas shoes to match his white car. What's wrong with him man!

Papa said he shall fetch me on Tues, Thurs and Fri! Yey! Can get home in like less than 10mins. Oh Papa's car can count the distance, so next time I shall count the distance from Nanyang to my house.

I'm super busy. See I seldom post already, sigh D: OBS soon. I think my group doesn't have those super pampered girls, woohoo! I can't believe there's actually people who paid others to help them flag taxi and have never taken a bus -.- My group has Pearl (student council) , Jia Chee (Guides), Yee Khoon (Guides), Ying Yee (String Ensemble) and Angela (Mindsports). 4/5 can tahan one! yey. Hahas, if I sleep with Pearl, then I can see all her branded goods!

Youth for causes proposal until 11.30am.
Mac Brunch till 12.15pm.
MP3 hehe!

I don't like MP4! So small, nothing much to see. I just want to listen to music when I'm doing work (: Yu Liang asked me to buy I touch, but I don't need the functions, so I think just a nice MP3 will do (: Gah, but I really really don't know how to download music eh! Nvm, ask Yu Liang ^^

2010-03-02T08:25:00.000-08:00

I've got a lot to talk about but walao no time la.

Woon Fang's right sole got injured because her school shoes are torn D:
Grace sprained her ankle D:
I kicked something and got pus coming out D:

Quite pain to wear boots cos boots is quite pointy at the front and my swollen toe will be squashed -.- Sounds gross right? Today I still wear cos I spent a lot of time polishing. Lame reason. Ok nvm. Shall polish more. Now it's getting smoother, so it will be easier to polish.

Anyway, youth for causes ROCKS! It's super busy but I must go! Ding Jie was also the group leader when he was in HCI. I think he's still participating in JC and he's helping me. Yey (: Pro in St John, pro in YFC, pro in studies, wa damn pro! Our project damn big scale. Got sponsors from everywhere, even from Hong Kong. Hahas.

Ok, tmr there's prize giving. Aiyoyo, I don't want to miss lessons leh D: Somemore, my photo is like shit la.

Walao eh, after 12am, channel 8 advertises slimfit breast enhancement like 5 times in every 30 mins =.= Got so many breasts to enhance meh? Irritating sia!

OBS coming. 5 days. (very very very hot)
BSP symposium. 1 day. (many many many notes)
China Trip. 42 days. (many many many prep lessons)
BSP Camp. 3 days. (many many many meetings)
SJ Camp. 3 days. (more more more perseverance)

Room duty stuff settled (: School work!! Ok, got to go already.

千万不要得寸进尺。
反省一下。

2010-02-24T05:51:00.000-08:00

Sgt let me fall out during drill cos I think I got fever at that point of time. Wa teammates super sensitive to my timings wor. A bit slow and soft means I'm getting sick soon. Lol.

I think Woon Fang's proposal is good! Hahas. 3 people do one, lol. I just went to read again and I think it's good. Good job Fang! <3

Aiyo, busy busy D: Taboleh Tahan D:

Chem remedial is FUN! I know like 95% of all questions, somemore Eric Tan tried to be nicer, that's why it's fun (:

2010-02-23T06:01:00.000-08:00

Fang told me there's no self training for first aid, so I kept sleeping before assembly. Zzz..

Ji Lao Shi said our group BSP ppt presentation got the highest mark, but not full marks D: Roar...so close to full marks D: A lot of groups can't finish within 7mins, and they ended up wasting away half of their ppts D:

Chem Quiz got 14/20. VERY careless! Who doesn't know that potassium sulphate is K2SO4?! I didn't do correctly leh D: No more room duty tomorrow cos need to go for chem remedial. But seriously la, I think I'm better in 3 sciences than maths. I finished my Term 2 individual SIA long ago. Hahas!

Had 3 sciences today. Almost passed out please. So damn tiring. After those, there's Maths. Maths is nice, but it gets irritating when you are stuck D:

After drill, went toilet to see what's wrong with my right foot. Pus again. Eeee gross gross!

Assembly. Walao, I sleep through almost all assemblies and SILs (unless the SIL is interesting).

Prize giving ceremony rehearsal. Those with academic and cca awards only got their names shown on the screen. Mine got my photo! And 1 whole slide is on me alone. Super embarrassing. Talked to Pearl for a long time cos we are like the only ones in 305 going. Lol. Glenda's squadmate, Esther is pro wor. Excellence in Humanities, Top in combined Humanities, Top in Language Arts etc. Somemore she's in council and is outstanding in NP. Hahas.

Training. Not much though cos I went too late >.<

I told MH I got SPA tomorrow and he was filled with question marks. Hahas! Science practical test la dude!

Oh, and Quizzers jiayou! You all don't sleep too late to study KOTO la! <3

2010-02-22T08:37:00.000-08:00

China is getting richer! In fact richest! The 筹备金 is like >30% of that of all countries on earth! Wow~ It's advancing super quickly please.

America is the laziest country according to a study. They consume the most calories per day and watch the most hours of TV. And Japanese have to go to work early and end their work quite late, but America is opposite. So all these show how lazy they are. Lol.

Woah, Lee Kuan Yew is like one of the richest man on earth, but he doesn't reveal his money ^^ I admire Mr Lee a lot eh! Super smart! He wanted Singaporeans to learn Chinese 20 years ago, that means he can already foresee that China will be growing stronger in less than 50 years! Hehe :)

Chinese must like Chinese and appreciate China culture! (:

My ear got internal bleeding, then my mum went to help me apply the ear drops, make me run around like mad. Roar >.<

It's back to reality, kid.

2010-02-22T04:57:00.000-08:00

fryenpz0@hotmail.com says:
Wing Yan, are you bored? wanna have some fun lol, ima little drunk, and its no fun being drunk and bored at the same time... maybe we can cam2cam
ok here, just accept this invite on MWC http://www.smallu.net/jzt6 its free and everything so don't worry, i just like using MWC instead of MSN because creeps can't record me..

Wth, not as if I know you! Idiot. I don't even remember adding you on MSN! Shen Jing Bing. Block and delete! >(

Today team run in the morning.
Grace: I'm like the tallest in our team right?
Wing Yan: Mmm.
Grace: Walao eh, I'm gasping for air!!
Wing Yan: Huh?
Grace: The higher it is, the lesser air there is! Aiyo!
Wing Yan, Chun Min, Woom Fang: -.-

Had a talk with Woon Fang after that and I can understand how she feels. But, one is what you like, one is what you are good in, naturally you will get the one you are good in right? Stop thinking about such things le la...

Got 8/11 for IH D: Chinese compo only got 45 marks. No more model compo D:

During recess, I ran around finding PRCs. Sigh. Got ppt presentation still go and eat. Great.

GCP. Pumpkin with Ying Xuan, Fang and Glenna (:

Didn't want to go visit Dr or go home after school, so I went to find MH. He was like waiting for one girl to pass her something, so I waited with him at the bus stop. The girl came and MH introduced her to me. Well, she's called 郑慈恩. My first reaction was turn away and walk off. I know it's very rude but I seriously cannot accept her name. It's not your fault, but...sorry. You don't have to know why, so stop asking kay? I'm sorry if I'm rude and overly-sensitive.

我看不见，并不代表我听不见。
我不喊痛，并不代表我没有伤痛。
很恶心，真的很恶心。
我越要知道，你们就越要隐瞒；
我越想忘记，你们就越要提起。
够了没有！
很痛，
但唯一能做的就是假装什么都没发生，
什么都不知道。

Will post about Chingay soon, Gerald. Sorry >< Not in the mood.

2010-02-19T06:45:00.001-08:00

Eeyer, I felt damn bad today. During Eric Tan's lesson, I copied all his answers from the screen cos I forgot to do my assignment questions. Wth, I did worksheet questions but didn't do assignment questions, idiotic D: I didn't want to get 0 marks, but then I seriously feel VERY VERY VERY guilty. I never copy answers for assignment just because I didn't do before. So bad D:

Morning assembly was quite fun. All the different departments presented different performances. CLC one was a bit...erm, you need to find the jokes within. LA one, I laugh only because of Paul Tan. He wanted to laugh but he's trying to ren3. Aesthetic one, a bit disappointing leh. Science one was funny! Walao eh, early in the morning when training for first aid, I saw stretchers and bandages and fire extinguishers I thought there's going to be **** *****. Chun Min and I were like hugging each other cos we were worried. HAHAS!

Hahas, during SIL I fell asleep for a while I woke up when everyone had to clap. Paul Tan sat right behind me and he saw it! He was like popping his head out between Felicia and I and said "Wing Yan, clap loudly! Clap clap clap! I know it's boring but just clap as loudly as you can! Can have blood circulation." Hahas! Chua YiYi's father came to give us a talk today and it's the first SIL that I slept for less than 10mins! Hahas (:

Hmm, CCA. Woon Fang reported late, I got panic attack wor, Miss Tai! There's internal promotion after that. Very bu xi guan juniors greeting us, but I think will slowly adapt to it.

Kar Lai is Logistics IC. Hehe. She has to do A LOT of things and I have confidence that she will do well! Hahas, and I just realise Simei (her house) is near Army Market! Good for you, hahas! Jiayou Kar Lai. We will help you!

Grace is Buddy IC. Sounds very cute! Grace feels that it seems like she has the least to do, but on second thoughts, she has a huge responsibility! Jia you Grace. Don't fret, we will go for juniors' meetings whenever possible too (:

Woon Fang is Activity IC. She's great at Admin stuff, so I'm sure she can do a good job! Jiayou Woon Fang! Muacks to my assistant squad ic!

Tata! I'm Room Duty IC! Hehe. I like what I'm doing (: Hmm, squaddies, I got business to do already ok! Hahas. Will get to use the file with effect from Monday, then I can record. Cheers to room duty! Oh my goodness, since when am I so high about room duty? Hahas! Eeyer, I realise I say jiayou to everyone but no one say to me. Nvm, I say to myself! Jiayou Chang Wing Yan! ^^

Tomorrow got Chingay Parade Public Duty. A bit scared of going home so late cos of that stalker, but I like to go. Aiyoyo~

Anyway, too much homework already. No dinner today cos I ate quite a lot during CNY celebration (CCA). Will go make coffee now! Coffee has got around 300 calories but bo bian la, or else I will feel like sleeping ><

2010-02-18T04:43:00.000-08:00

Walao eh! I got stalked! I really mean a stranger following me >< Yesterday morning when I woke up (5.30am) I went to open my door with my mum and a super tall middle aged guy was standing right outside my door smiling to both of us. My mum was so xia dao that she slammed the door immediately and I went to my bed and pulled a blanket over me. Seriously early in the morning (VERY dark), if you meet such idiots you will be very shocked what. My mum was telling me not to be afraid and get ready for school and the moment we look up, we saw him looking at us through my bedroom windows. My windows face the corridor btw. My mum and I started screaming and my papa came to ask what happen and shouted at him. He simply ran away.

My mum wanted to bring me to the bus stop to take bus but I kept hearing someone's footsteps near me that's why I wanted papa to fetch me to school instead. Papa asked me to choose between A, B or C and he drove me to school using A. Traffic jam >(

I'm seriously super duper scared la. Even my dad has never see me so afraid before. I don't remember myself screaming over something I'm afraid of. I'm not scared of ghosts or darkness or dirt or whatsoever -.- But yesterday I was really afraid. And in school, I was so worried about my mum cos she will be alone at home D:

I'm still shivering when I am reminded of this. Walao eh...what's wrong with him man! I shall carry something sharp with me so that next time if I see him again I can stab him. Roar! The blade is just as long as my middle finger, won't die la hor?

Hahas, during PE I ran like mad. I realise I can run much faster during PE than CCA o.o Glenna and I pair up and we finish running 8 rounds quite quickly ^^

Next up was DRILL! LERB LERB LERB :) Belok/behlok still cannot very lousy D: I stand behind can totally see the whole thing very wrong, but I don't know how to correct everyone, including me D: Went to eat chicken rice after that. I think it's gross eating lunch I don't know why. Breakfast and dinner are the best meals. Lunch seriously is a disgusting meal. If I weren't buey tahan by PE, IH, drill, Maths, Maths remedial and Comp training and all the laughters, I wouldn't have eat chicken rice D:

CLC. Oh my goodness, I laughed too much and during chinese, I FELL ASLEEP! CHANG WING YAN FALLING ASLEEP DURING CHINESE SOUNDS IMPOSSIBLE RIGHT! I felt damn bad please... It's not right to sleep in class, esp during CHINESE!

LA. Yey, Paul Tan likes me as a student, I like Paul Tan as a teacher! Hahas (: Doing organ transplant. Grace doing changing of sex! Hahas. Influenced by zhang yun jing!

Maths remedial. I love Maths revision booklet!! I did 2 chapters only D: Woon Fang did 5! Roar! We got it for less than a week, I wonder how she does so much o.o I shall chiong and catch up with Fang>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Training. First aid oh no...can see the disappointment again D: But Home Nursing, everyone was around laughing. Hehe! Home Nursing rocks! After doing my homework, I will read FA (:

2010-02-15T19:22:00.000-08:00

Aiya...my maths really shit liao. I took 1hr to finish 1 question and when I solved it, I was like jumping on my bed -.- Die already D:

Woke up at 11am today to do IH assignment. I still feel sleepy D:

My mum never cook lunch before and today both of us don't feel like going out of the house. So I ate half a bak kwa for lunch. 1 Bak Kwa has like almost 500 calories. Scary right! Half is more than enough.

I still want steamboat. Graceeeeeeee, wo men de huo guo zai na li? :D And Grace Lee Ting cheer up! You have 3 people's shoulders for you to lean on! Muacks!

Papa was pissed with the casino. The Japanese could build it on time, but the Ang Moh cannot. Papa loves working with Japanese cos of their high efficiency :D Anyway, the Ang Moh said they will build by April but my Papa went to study their progress (super thick stack with lots of pictures) and he said most likely cannot. Roar, if they cannot build finish by April, Papa will go crazy D:

2010-02-14T05:39:00.000-08:00

ADIDAS PAPER BAG IS COOOOOOOOOL! Hahas, I never get this big Adidas paper bag for a year already ><>

Yesterday family steamboat-ed with Papa's China friend and his family! Steamboat rocks ^^ That Uncle gave me $50 ang bao! HAHAHAHAS! Papa gave $200. Mummy gave me $150 plus 1 Adidas handbag! Woots

I never bai nian for years already D: If I'm in Malaysia I can bai nian till next month! Lol. My dad has 9 siblings. My mum has got 5 siblings. Then there's 叔公，叔婆，大姨妈，小姨妈, cousins etc. My cousins alone got more than 50 already! Apparently the whole Pusing (a place in Ipoh) is occupied by Chang family! Hahas. And Pusing is like the size of Far East to Centrepoint. Cool right! Hahas.

Adeline invited me to her house just now now cos she pitied me for not getting to bai nian! Lol~ Thanks man. Went to her house for lunch alone. Her mum doesn't believe that I don't have boyfriend D: The fact that I don't celebrate Vday means I got no boyfriend! Hahas! Went to Bou Bow's house cos both of us are bored. In the end, it turned out to be even more boring cos her house was sooooo quiet. No one talking, never on TV. Lol. I was like staring blankly and smsing MUN NING :D Hahas.

Mun Ning and I felt like exchanging families so that I can bai nian and she can use computer at home. Hahas. Anyway, went running after that cos it's very obvious that I grew fatter D: I need drills and team run and trainings to come back soon so that I can burn off my oily fats! I forced Papa to teach me how to play Poker. Whee~

Ate Macdonalds just now. Oh well, my mum can cook very well but she doesn't like cooking -.- Can see my fats increasing -.-

I made Vday present so that my dad can give to my mum. 8 roses :D But Papa claimed the credit D:

Papa: 亲人节快乐！

Mummy: *look at me* 恩，谢谢你！

Papa: Excuse me! 我做的耶！你去冲凉的时候，我快点做的。很厉害吧！

Mummy: 屁啊！你会做！不如你现在用钞票做成玫瑰给我好吗？

Papa: *continue to watch tv*.

Hahas, Papa claimed my credits wor! And Mummy ah, wants ang bao for CNY and Vday from Papa-.- I have 2 funny parents ^^

2010-02-12T07:36:00.000-08:00

Couldn't write hui chun so I started drawing. Drawing with mao bi is... >< The back of the classroom :) The hu is made from newspapers! We got 1st for class decoration in Sec 3! 3rd for hamper making competition in sec 3! Whee! 305 FTW :D
Presents received in the morning. LOTS OF CHOCOLATES AND CARDS! I got a bag of london choco roll so I gave 1 to Chun Min, lol. I gave a big bag of star biscuits to Jiayu. I gave 4 roses to Ying Xuan (she forced me). I gave mandarin oranges and a mini letter to Paul Tan (compulsory for A.M.) I gave the whole class cheese wang wang :D Hehe! Ok the main point is not the woman in purple shirt. The main point is that I START TO NOTE DOWN WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO! hahas, cos apparently i'm growing older and my brain cells are dying -.- RIP cells!

CNY celebration in the hall (: I was zi-high-ing on my own. Woon Fang sat behind me and sang to herself. All her lines end with "红包拿来". -.-

After school, I realised that we can't use SJ room, so our self training was cancelled. MH got dismissed later than expected so I had to wait and collect mandarin oranges with him. It's just 2 streets away from OF Home but we took taxi (he paid). Hahas. The old folks there were very happy to see us and 1 auntie whispered (loudly) to MH that we should get married. I laughed until I squat on the floor. Hahas! 不配！1 uncle helped me to take buffet food wor. Lol (: MH gave me a rose before leaving! Hahas, thanks (:

Went to primary school and the sec1 batch saw me and shouted "OI! WHERE'S YOUR DARLING LIU WEI!" Fucking irritating. I don't understand why they always link both of us. This rumour has been more than 2 years already. Stupid. I saw Daryl tucking in his shirt...hanging Ez Link card on his neck...having the coiled wire on his pants that hang onto his hp etc. He kept calling me to ask me to call teachers from 9.30am till 12pm but they were having lessons! I don't understand Daryl and Rattanin are both from RI, but Rattanin is like so different. Rattanin is the best (: !Hugs-

Went Novena to meet Timothy (SJI) and went Vivocity with him. He's tall and tanned (: Canoeing makes him so sporty. He walked very fast D: Wanted to watch 72 tenants of prosperity with him but he didn't want to watch Chinese films. He wanted to watch Percy but I don't like this kind of movies. So we ended up eating only. Hahas.

Went to Orchard with Vera and Rachel and their wallets got like >$150 each. So we can enter almost all the shops at Orchard Ion, Wisma etc. Rachel and Vera needed to buy CNY clothes. I don't need hahas. I buy clothes very often (: We shopped for hours until we cannot move already. I think I'm going back to Ion tomorrow to get the pullover hoodies that I like (: Vera lost her wallet and I think there's like almost $200 inside. Hope you find it back soon. Cheer up Vera (:

I met MH's mum and his mum asked me to pick a set of clothes for MH. Lol, I should have got you a set of ugly clothes! His mum bought so many things that I have to offer help. Lol. She got me a hat and belt. Thanks (: Supposed to eat with them for dinner but I was too tired already so I didn't go. Sorry! I went past FOX thrice and I'm really tempted to buy the clothes there D:

I never bai nian before! Going to Adeline's house on Sunday morning! Whee. Who else can I visit? Hahas. I don't want to stay at home D:

It gets very annoying when you doubt everyone's capabilities and try to prove that you are the best. It also gets very annoying when you are don't get your facts right before speaking. I don't know what's wrong with you -.-

2010-02-11T08:14:00.000-08:00

Casslynn sold me a bottle of pineapple tarts at a pretty low price! Hahas <3 Jiayu gave me a bottle of cny snacks also. Then today when I went home from the bus interchange, bus drivers gave me a bottle of cny snacks too! Hahas, cos I always greet them and thank them when I alight, that's why they think I'm very nice! Whee. CNY my family doesn't really buy all those snacks cos my family only has 3 people and we can't finish anyway. Lol.

Walao eh, yesterday I got bumped by a bicycle from the front and I fell on the wheels. Pain sia. My chest and stomach got bruises D: I think it's only today that I feel the pain. Sian. Woon Fang feels that I can tahan all sorts of pain, that's why when I say pain, it's really really painful. Lol. Want to experience ah?

I bring my POLISHED boots and half u to school, then in the end I didn't go for training. I thought there's something wrong with my stomach, but it turns out to be a BIG bruise. Roar ><

Chem Quiz :D 9/10. I like doing Maths revision booklet. Shall do during CNY since I have no relatives to visit D: Anyone wants me to visit your house! HAHAHS! Desperate already -.- I cannot stand staying at home laaaaaaa~

Oh! When I was going home, the Shandong guy gave me chocolate! HAHAHAS! Yey (: The tall tall one (all are tall right? O.O), wearing yellow shirt today!

Woon Fang and Grace made me ROLL ON FLOOR LAUGHING yesterday when we went for Sec 1s meeting. Hahas. They did moonwalk and shake their butts and 'SSSSSSSSSSSSSS' HAHAHAHAHHAHAS! And Woon Fang kept laughing at my parallax error. Roar ><

Paul Tan is one of the best teacher on earth! Hehe. He's like assuring Woon Fang and I that we can go China and others are on the selection list. See Woon Fang, it's all because of me ok! HAHAS!

Tmr...hmm. After school:
self training for 1hr
distribute mandarin oranges at ren ci old folks' home for 1hr
go vivocity with Timothy and Yu Liang for 4hrs
eat dinner with Ming Hao for 1hr

HAHAHAHAHS! TOMORROW IS A NICE NICE DAY :D

2010-02-09T04:31:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA! I READ GRACE'S BLOG AND I REALLY BURST OUT LAUGHING. I know what you mean. It's me who told you about this ok! Anyway, I'm quite worried also. I hope she can focus more on studies and CCA and CIP (:

James Tan FTW! Woon Fang and I confirm can go China. James Tan will most probably be bringing us to Changi airport and one teacher will pick us up at Shanghai. VIP right! Hahas. I don't dare to take aeroplane D: Got to hug Woon Fang throughout the whole journey. O.O Imagine who am I going to hug if Woon Fang isn't going D: Happy happy! Is S$1000 enough? I want to buy a lot of things! Hahas. I decided to bring 1 backpack and 1 luggage and 1 carrier! Hahas. Backpack can put books! Luggage put clothes! Carrier put the items i'm going to buy! Hahas, MH was asking me to bring the St John mega size one! Funny hor -.- Aiya, but I don't think 1 carrier is enough. I cannot stop buying things one. Sian >< Oh and can go China Expo 2010! My greatest wish this year! Can go to different factories! Cool :D Jamie (chem rep) said she will miss me. Aww... Oh and James Tan said our whole class can go China to have class outing and I laughed for 3 mins?

Taught Shandong people first aid after school. I think I'm VERY VERY observant cos I noticed something that no one will notice and I analyse it using what I learnt from my psychology lessons. Hahas. I told Woon Fang she doesn't believe me. I'm 99.9% sure ok!

I ate a piece of bread from 6am till 6pm and I'm super hungry. But I'm still happy about the China trip. Got to mug hard now. Or else I will be dead if I return from China O.O

2010-02-08T05:43:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAS! Woon Fang and I can go for zonals AND china trip! James Tan and Paul Tan and Ji Lao shi are damn nice! They are like trying all sorts of methods to bring me to China! Hahas <3 We will most probably be going on 17 april after zonals or 18 april. Woon Fang and I hope to take a short break from CCA and enjoy this learning journey. Nevertheless, my dear Grace Lee and Kar Lai, feel free to email me if there's anything we can help :D It's our turn to take over at the end of year when you all go overseas. We promise kay? :D

Team run! Didn't see ___ ____ D: Chun Min wearing our lifeskills camp tee! HOHOHO! Oversize yea? ^^ Went for drill after that then everyone was complaining that it's very hard to lock arms after doing pumpings. Hahas! Sigh...I promised Grace that I won't buy drinks from the school vending machines cos it wrote "No. 1", so which means only Grace can buy. But I broke my promise twice. Roar.

Maths Quiz on Qine. I forgot the formula and I stared at the question for like 10mins ><

FA. 肾盘-kidney dish. O.O

Went 仁慈 after school and wrote the 50 contact lists on the bus and when the bus jerked, everything was in a mess. I have to go around picking up, saying countless "excuse me excuse me" and there's around 4 that's wet D: Idiot person who go and wet the bus ><

The people over there are super nice and friendly and I realise there's a lot to learn from everyone :D I respect people who deserve my respect :D Talked to MH and I ACCIDENTALY scolded Fuck and I kept slapping my mouth. Lol.

Hehe. I'm still very very happy that we can go for zonals and the china trip. Yey!

2010-02-06T22:52:00.000-08:00

Spain!
人

Danish

Macau

Aww...the China Expo Exhibition is only from 1 May to 31 Oct D: I shall beg Papa to bring me there. Hahas. He's like analysing all the different buildings cos he simply loves constructing (:

I shall continue to write in my book ^^

2010-02-06T05:20:00.000-08:00

I got the Wee Bee Hoon scholarship (: Think it's $400 or $500, I can't remember. I went to dig out the paper that yls passed to me last year and it mentioned that this scholarship is for those who contribute to the society, has good conduct and academic results. Hmm, thank you yls (:

Discipline.

2010-02-06T04:22:00.000-08:00

对不起。真的很对不起。D:

2010-02-04T06:27:00.000-08:00

Ying Xuan...I'm sorry >< I will most probably be going to withdraw my application for GCP. Sorry to Yi Wen and Casslynn too...

Anyway, I've never felt so useless before until today. Why am I like so useless? And it's my first time crying so badly in school. So embarrassing. Isn't crying only for those who are weak? I'm not weak. I'M NOT! Reflecting time.

Um thanks a lot Woon Fang for everything. Thank you Glenna and Glenda for the note and advice. Thanks Grace for like trying to care about me through Woon Fang. I saw that sms you sent to her -.-

Training today and my throat is rahh >< Went home and I saw Dr Loh on the bus! The first thing I did was to pretend not to see her. She came and started talking to me. Wth, visiting you twice a month is like torture already, why must I meet you today? -.-

Dr Loh: Dear, you look sad. Did you cry?
Me: Erm, no, I fell down just now. Pain.
Dr Loh: Really? Don't lie to Dr Loh k? Is there anything you want to share?
Me: No. Can I sleep? Sorry.

I mean that's what your job is about but I don't like! Your x ray eyes are annoying, seriously.

MH came and gave me pi pa gao so that I won't have sore throat on Sat.
Me: I have it at home also.
MH: Mine is sweeter.
-.- Isn't it same brand?

2010-02-03T08:06:00.000-08:00

I cannot stand juniors and teammates! I'm not exactly sure if I will be chosen for the china trip, but if I'm going...Grace said our team will most probably be representing NC. Aww...I'm like guilty to the max now.

Grace, I'm really sorry. You have been saying it's alright, but I know it's not that easy to change everything. I'm really sorry ><

Woon Fang, thanks for all the words of comfort and trying to help me settle my worries about CCA if I'm away. Thanks. I'm really sorry...sorry ><

Xin Ting said: "hmm, okayy, hmmmmm, difficult to choose but, whichever that makes you happy and no regrets ba..can't help you ): but we will understand de yup. so man man xiang and don't liu xia regrets..and i can help wish for miracles so dont frown and have face yup..(:" You will seriously cry if one innocent junior tells you this...

How can I not feel guilty please? I'm like full of tears when I saw what Xin Ting typed. I cannot be so irresponsible but then it's a rare opportunity and it's really one of the cheapest trip ($2000). The results will be out at the end of this month. Half of me wants to go, the other half of me wants to stay back for comp.

Ying Xuan: "6 weeks in SHANGHAI WITH WINGYAN (:"

I'm dying cos I'm so guilty D: Everyone has been trying to be nice and think from my point of view. I'm really grateful. It's 12.15am now. I hope I can make a decision by lunch drill... Around 9hrs left. I can't sleep tonight >< I can't withdraw my application now...so should I pray that I do not get in? Argh...guilt can seriously make someone go crazy.

2010-02-03T06:05:00.000-08:00

I called Grace and Woon Fang to discuss with them about my GCP.

Woon Fang:
手心也是肉
手背也是肉
那砍断你的手吧！

Woon Fang:
Honesty is the best policy.
Dishonesty is the worst policy.
So LET'S HAVE THE WORST POLICY!

Wing Yan: You can't have the cake and eat it!
Woon Fang: You can cut it into half. Eat half and keep half!

HAHAHAS!

Comp is on 17 April. I may be assigned to go Shanghai for 6 weeks and I will be going off on 16 April. Oh my goodness. Chun Min cannot replace me for competition D: Cos Chun Min is sec 2. If I'm not going, the whole team no need to go liao lor. Argh...I'm dead. You really can't have the cake and eat it D:

2010-02-03T04:38:00.000-08:00

I'm super pissed now. I'm seriously going mad if you are not going to admit. I know very well who's the one who do that. You better admit. I'm still waiting.

I hate it when ppts are full of words and the classroom's lights are off. I will most probably be dozing off.

I hate going to labs! Wth...bio experiments have been the same since Sec 1. Microscope -.- Chem experiments are confusing -.- Physics experiments are boring -.-

Went drill today cos or else Grace will be the only one going. When I returned to the library, I realised I can't understand a thing what others are doing -.-

I'm getting really tired and I keep forgetting stuff. I kept the ____ in my pencil case and I was like pouring my bag out, searching everywhere I could and tearing T.T. It's just inside my pencil case -.-

Went to teach sec1s basic SJ stuff today during BSP discussion. Hmm...gotta work something out. Year 2s take note of what I said k?

Aiya, I'm damn pissed la! I'M STILL WAITING! ARE YOU GOING TO ADMIT! I know very well that it's you but you are just insisting that it's others. Do you know how serious the consequences will be! Fine, I shall wait!

2010-02-02T04:49:00.001-08:00

Mrs Phua has got eagles' eyes. I wanted to close my eyes for 5 secs during Maths and I think she caught me >< Super tired.

BSP we watched 刮痧! The hong kong actor whom I like -- 梁家辉 was the main character and it's a pretty sad movie. Looking at how the Americans insult 孙悟空, a character which Chinese worship. Then they said "Orientals are babarians!" D: Aww...I think in the a few decades ago, the East and West were very very different. It's getting better, I think :D Super nice movie! Advise all those who are not in BSP to watch this movie.

Anyway, I'm signing up for this April trip to China. Argh...but I'm still very worried about CCA D:

Woon Fang damn funny!
Wing Yan: Grace, you wear white bra!
Woon Fang: Wing Yan, can you see mine?
Wing Yan: Black! HAHAHAS!
Woon Fang: NOOOO! I WEAR WHITE ONE!
After that, she just look into my hongzi to see what colour bra I'm wearing. WTH, Woon Fang is getting more bian tai >< Hahas. Influenced by Grace right! Hahas!

Oh and I think Grace will feel damn embarrassed during Mock if this news is being spread to Hwa Chong and ****** knows it. Hahas. Nvm la, it's partially true anyway.

I love PHYSICS and BSP!! Physics and Chinese for the win! Whee~

Amanda Tang is another funny creature. She was announcing to the whole class that she has finally grown up. Lol~ She's like going toilet every lessons. Lol. Amanda is CUTEEE.

2010-02-01T05:42:00.001-08:00

The Lion is considered the king of the jungle, and likewise you Leos have an air of royalty about you. Some Leos even have hair resembling the thick mane of the Lion. But Lions are more than roar, for they are truly magnificent beasts. The Lioness proudly cares for the young, hunts and takes care of survival with relentless intent and ferocity, when needed. And proud are you Leo! Perhaps that's why Leo often chooses work that puts you in the center of stage or in the spotlight of appreciation.

Leo are warm of spirit, eager for action and are driven by a desire to be loved for what you bring to others. Leo are a magnanimous leader and a faithful servant. Once scorned in love, however, Leo will withdraw your affections and the light, once brilliant, can go cold.
Leo motto might be "What you see is what you get." You tend to live your live straightforwardly and with a flair for drama. In fact, many Leos are attracted to the theater, the performing arts and public relations, for you truly understand the importance of putting on a good presentation. As you blaze gloriously through your life, remember to take time to acknowledge the feelings of those around you. If you forget, you could unconsciously hurt someone you love. But, if you remain aware your impact, others can benefit from your presence.

Leo damn accurate. Hahas. It's the easiest to identify -.-

2010-02-01T04:14:00.001-08:00

Was talking on MSN with my idol yesterday night and I hope she's getting better :D

I think I ask almost all the Nanyang ones in my MSN contact to ask who got Nutella. Ying Yee can only come at 7.30am so I rushed to Cheers at 6.50am to find nutella but they don't sell D: I have no choice but to wait for Ying Yee's arrival. After that, I went to stick the colourful star biscuits onto those colourful, big and round crackers with nutella. I made smiley faces biscuits for Mun Ning and Glenda :D Mun Ning was like quite happy and shy. Glenda was rejecting because her hands got kerosene. I passed it to Mun Ning so that she can pass to Glenda. Hahas :D

Anyway, went for the global china programme briefing. It's like WTH! BSP people go during October or April?! Shouldn't they clarify? I want April's module cos it's like more fun and cheaper and Paul Tan and Ji Jian Li are going also :D But then I will miss competition and it's like when I come back, it's like a lot of CCA stuff to do. And I'm afraid that I won't catch up with the studies. Roar...

Today I helped 2 people and I'm happy ^^

And I'm super sad that I lost my pencil case. There's thumbdrive inside and inside the thumbdrive there's a lot of pictures of our squad with ex ex NCOs when they passed out. There's also a lot of my BSP stuff >< And I have only 1 pencil case left D: I desperately need a pencil case D: Aww...

Oh, and I shall kick Woon Fang off the track if she runs with me again. Wth, Miss Tai, you keep saying I have parallex error and look at how bouncy other people's balls are and how funny their butts are when running! I laugh until I have no energy to run >< I shall cancel away your name from my list of "Top 10 lucky people who can run with me"! HAHAHAHAHS! And you stop saying I got parallex error ah! I will stop saying 圆的不能拿，方的才能拿 if you do that again, ESP AFTER FOOTDRILL!

Lunch drill was...erm...secret between Woon Fang and I. Good job Woon Fang.